complicated.

31:Lewis is a faggot.

We were talking to Nadine whilst waiting when Clayton taps me.
"What?"I say.
"Lewis is stood watching us."He says.
"You know Lewis?He's my boyfriend."Nadine says and I begin choking.
"Your boyfriend?"I ask.
"Yeah for just over a year now."She says.
"Oh my God."I say and put my head on the table.
"He's my ex boyfriend."I murmur.
"We only stopped dating like 7-8 months ago."I continue.
"So he cheated on me?"she says.
"We never had sex but we were together,He was fucking the girl in our college too at the same time,We both got cheated on."I say.
You could see the sadness in her eyes.
"So I cheated on him,with Clayton,He's a drug addict and a born Liar so I don't know what he's told you Nadine."I say and she just sighs.
"I know he is,I just wanna believe there's good in him."She says.
Rhian sits down.
"Hey..."She says.
"Did you know Lewis was two timing us both for God knows how long."I say and she looks between us.
"Oh my God."She says and facepalms.
"I told you my brother wasn't good."Rhian says to her.
Lewis walks over with Nadines child and Freddy followed.
Lewis just stared at me.
"Take a picture it'll last longer."I say to him.
"Who the fuck do you think you are."He says.
"The kids Lewis!"Nadine says.
"You shut the fuck up I'll deal with you later!"He whisper shouts and you could see she was scared.
"No you won't because she isn't going home with you."Clayton says.
"Yes she is."He booms.
"No and neither is the kid,They're staying with us,If you so much as come near again I swear to God Lewis I'll do what I should've done 8 months ago!"Clayton says squaring up to him.
"Fuck off."Lewis says.
"Coming with us or what?"I say to Nadine.
"Yeah I am."She says and Lewis evil eyes her.
We leave and get in my car.
"What does he actually do to you?"Clayton says.
"Attacks me,Forces me to you know."She says her eyes glossing over.
We walk in and she's amazed at the house.
Aleida was lay on the floor.
"What're you doing?"I ask.
"I don't wanna be pregnant anymore why won't it leave my body."She groans and stares at us.
"Who dat."She says.
"This is Nadine,Lewis is abusing her,This is her son,She's our age."I say.
"Hey you got any tips?"Aleida says and her and Nadine begin talking about pregnancies whilst Freddy and Caylus go to his room to play.
I sat on the couch with Clayton and we fell asleep together,He lay just underneath my tits and had his arms wrapped around my waist.
Aleida's PoV:
"Yeah if you sit like that."Nadine says.
"Oh shit it does feel better."I say noticing my own accent and it made me laugh.
We go in the lounge and I take a picture of them asleep on one and another.
"That's what I've always wanted in a relationship."Nadine says.
"It's not always this peaceful,there's either headboard banging or they're arguing,They've been fine recently but her brother,My baby daddy,she's just told him to leave."I say and point to Clayton's back then the shattered coffee table.
"Oh they fight?"Nadine says.
"More than fight."I reply and go into the kitchen.
"How'd they meet then?"She asks.
"We were in college,They made eye contact in the library,met at a party somehow but I was drunk so I won't remember anyway,apparently kissed and everything just kind of progressed,She never slept with Lewis though,He was cruel to her,she lost her virginity to Clayton whilst cheating on Lewis."I say.
"Does she not trust easy?"Nadine asks.
"No its hard for her to trust men something happened when we were 15 and watching her breakdown like that was horrible."I reply.
"She's really delicate"I continue.
"I can see it in her."Nadine says.
"She's just as fucked up as he is and it's what draws them together."I say and she looks at them sleeping peacefully.
"You can see they're both trouble the question is how much trouble."Nadine replies.
August 2016.
"Oh fuck"Clayton groans.
I moan.
He kissed my neck as he thrusted in and out of me.
Aleida's PoV:
Nadine stayed living with us and Charlie had completely disappeared,I had been on dates with Lorenzo.
I was 6 months pregnant and absolutely fed up with it.
Clayton and Blair still hadn't fought.
Freddy and Caylus were best friend and Cameron found a new boyfriend.
Hailie rarely left her room.
The next day.
12pm.
Me and Blair had been out baby shopping and us shopping.
"So yeah-"I say but Blair shushes me.
I listen and I heard a bed squeaking.
"I thought no one was home?"She whispered.
"So did I?"I reply.
We quietly walk in and go upstairs and it leads us to Hailies room.
I burst in and catch Hailie with some random dude who looked about 20 something.
"Hailie what the fuck."I say.
"Aleida!"She shouts and I drag Aleida out and back downstairs.
"You didn't have to do that."Blair says.
"He's older than us for fuck sake!"Aleida says and he walks down.
"She said she was in 18."He says.
"I believe you."Aleida says and Hailie throws her arms up.
"You!"Aleida shouts at her.