Falling in love with my best friend

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Ross POV
"When are we leaving?" "Tomorrow." "I'm going to stay here with Megan, so don't worry Ross." "Ok thanks mom." "Stormie you should go, I don't want to hold you back." Megan said not making eye contact with me. "Really sweetie!" "Of course really you should go!" I walked outside and mentioned Riker to follow. "Can't she just come with us?" "Ross don't be upset but the bus is already packed with all of us." "Don't get me wrong I want her to come with us to." "I just feel bad for leaving her all by her self, she just got better." "What if something happens and I'm not here." "She's friends with Alexa and Savanna right?" "Yea..." "Then if she wants she can invite them or her friends over." "Yea I guess." "How long are we going to be gone?" He got a little nervous. Riker..how long are we going to be gone?!" "At least four months or more." I ran my fingers through my hair and said. "Ok." We walked back inside, but Meg wasn't there. "Where's Megan?" I asked Rydel she went to my room to call Ashley, Amber, Savanna, and Alexa. She could tell I was stressed out. "Ross it's going to be ok." I smiled and walked into my room. "So it's ok if..." Megan said before I smashed her lips onto mine. After a few minutes she smiled looked up at me with an expression that a said what was that for. "I don't want to leave you." "We can FaceTime." She said. "I can't hold you, I can't kiss you. I said as I sat on the bed. "Ross please try to be happy...for me." I got up and held her for as long as I could. "I'm going to miss you so fucking much." "I'm going to miss you to baby."