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L҈o҈s҈A҈n҈g҈l҈e҈s҈
🅗🅞🅜🅔
1 month later
I heard loud knocks on my door, I didn't bother to get up and see who it was because I already knew it was the boys
They had done this every since that day everything fell apart
"KENIDEE" I heard a voice echo through the hallways
I sighed and flipped my pillow over to the cold side because the other side was wet from my tears
I felt no numb and heartbroken
I felt like my world had ended
I hated myself for even trying to start a life with him and plan out future out together
I can still feel his presence laying next to me with his arms around me pulling my closer to him telling me everything was okay
But I was only hallucinating....he was gone
My thoughts were cut short when my door swung up and everyone stood there with frowns on their faces
I pulled my cover over my head stuffing my face into my pillow hoping to go to sleep and never wake up
I felt the side of my bed dip and my cover lifted off my face
"Cmon coco you gotta eat something" Ben said with a sympathetic expression on his face
I deeply sighed sitting up against the headboard and excepting the bag of food
I laid my head on his shoulder while eating the fries from the meal
"I don't want anymore" I mumbled pushing away the food, I ain't most of it but I just couldn't eat anymore
"Y'all get out for a sec, I needa talk ta' her" Ben demanded making all of them nod and exit out the door
"Look Kenidee, I know that you feel alone and sad but we trying to help you. Believe me it's hard seeing you like this for these past two months. Rarely eating, always sleep, always in bed. You gotta get up and start back doing yo duties because you been drained every since that day. I can't say that I know how you feel because I don't and what he did was wrong and there was no reason for that but you can't keep letting this break up hold you back. I know you miss him and it was hard for you because y'all niggas was so inlove but he fucked it up but you gotta get back on yo grind, start being selfish because you always worried about everyone else that you never even think about yourself. So today you gonna get in tha' shower get dressed and start back doing yo shit " he said placing his hands on my shoulders and looking me in the eyes
I inhaled and exhaled wiping my eyes before pulling him into a hug "thanks, I really needed that"
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"Do you know that you spent almost 800,000 dollars at the mall yesterday!" Montana fussed as I was slumped on the studio couch
