I run into the house which looked like a museum with all the paintings and all the art hanging on the walls and I saw a long staircase in the middle of the foyer so I ran up them hoping Carson was okay. I try not to think about that he is hurt or that I could even be in danger just being in the house but I didn't care I just had to find out that Carson was okay. I run down the long hallway until I see a light peeking through the door and I run to it and into the room and I see Carson on the ground bleeding. There is blood coming from his stomach so I grab a shirt and hold pressure on it as I grab my phone and call 911. Then as the operator tells me to stay on the line I see someone coming out of the darkness in the room and I am so terrifed when I see Landon.
"Hang up the fucking phone before I shoot you!" He says as he holds a gun to my forehead, I know that the operator heard him because she said that help was on the way and just stay calm and listen to him till help arrives, so I hung up and I put my phone on the floor. "What do you want from us Landon?" I say stiffling back tears until one finally started running down my cheek and I sit there unable to move to wipe it away so he doesn't see the fright in me. "Obviously you Clarissa, Carson doesn't deserve you. You need a real many who works for the money he earns not daddy's check." I bite my lip scared at what he is going to do next. "Please, just leave us alone Landon...." I say softly scared as he puts his finger on the trigger "Get on the fucking bed now and start undressing or I will kill him and you." I stand up slowly terrified that he is really going to rape me. I do as he said and I lay down on the bed in only my panties and bra that match. "Mmmm..I told him that under those clothes you look like a porn star," he bites his lip as he pulls his shirt off and starts to rub himself through his jeans. I close my eyes and I hear him undoing his belt and sliding his jeans down. "Take those panties off now," I bite my lip as I slowly slide them off. "Spread those pretty legs Clarissa I want to see what I am about to fuck." He holds the gun to my head as he climbs onto the bed inbetween my legs and looks at me and he pulls my breasts out of my bra. "Please...don't do this Landon..." I say inbetween tears. "Shut the fuck up or I will shoot you!" Then he enters me and I scream and I see that Carson is starting to wake up. "Please stop!!" I scream trying to push him away but he continues to go in and out of me harder and faster. "Shut the fuck up you slut!" I mouth 'help' to Carson as he stands up without Landon noticing and just then the cops walked through the door as he continued to rape me. "Oh fuck yes!" He screams as he finishes on my stomach and climbs off the bed to see the cops and holds the gun to my head as I try to get away. "I will fucking shoot her!" I stand there completely naked and I am so scared as tears are continuously running down my cheeks. "Please don't Landon," I say in a whispered tone. Just as he was about to pull the trigger a cop shot him down and I ran away towards Carson even though I was still completely naked. I walked over and collected my clothes so scared as they put Carson on a stretcher and rushed him to the hospital because he had lost so much blood. I told the cops and detectives what had happened and then I was on the way to the hospital to see Carson. But, first they had to do a rape kit on me and take pictures of all the bruises and marks Landon left all over my body. I stand there completely naked as a woman takes pictues of my marks and I start to cry continuously and I feel like such a slut and that Carson doesn't deserve someone who has been raped. Once she finishes taking the pictures I get dressed and I am released to go see Carson. I run straight from the room they had me in to his room in ICU. I walk in there where his parents are standing there with red, puffy eyes. "They are about to take him to surgery, he has the bullet stuck inside of his stomach so they have to open him up to get it," his mother says as I walk beside him and grab his hand.
"But is he going to be okay?" I say with tears in my eyes. She nods her head yes "If they can get the bullet out then he will be fine, also I am so sorry for what happened to you Clarissa, and I want to thank you for running in and trying to save my son." I walk over to her and hug her "I love him and I couldn't have just let Landon kill him, and I have a feeling that if I wouldn't have came in then he would have killed him." She wraps her arms around me and hugs me tightly.
Then as I let go of her I turn around and the nurses start rolling Carson's bed away to the surgery room. Carson's parents eventually leave because only one person could stay in his room and they said I could, but they told me to call them once he is awake and up in his room and I told them I would.
Hours passed and I fall asleep in the chair till I hear a nurse rolling him back into the room and I am instantly awake. "How did it go ma'am?" I say looking up at her from the chair as I am gripping ahold of his jersey. "He should make a full recovery and should wake up in a couple hours, will you come out to the nurses station and tell us when he wakes up?" I nod and I climb into the bed with him and cuddle up to his warm body watching tv until I hear him groaning from pain and I say "hold on baby, let me go get the nurses." He stops moving when he hears my voice and I get up and walk out to the nurses station and notify them that he is awake. I walk back into the room and sit in the chair while the nurses check him out and make sure everything is okay. Once she leaves Carson says weakly "Baby, come here please." I climb into the bed and lay down beside him, "I am so sorry I couldn't help you from him." He says with his voice breaking as tears fill up in his eyes. "It's okay baby, you were hurt." I bite my lip trying not to let him see me cry, "Baby I have to call your parents to let them know you are okay." He nods as I get up and walk into the hallway and call his mom and tell her that he is awake and okay. When I walk back into the room he is laying there waiting for me and I climb back into the bed and we both fall back to sleep. The next morning I wake up to him laying there watching tv and I sit up and climb out of the bed and I tell Carson I will be back I need to go shower and change clothes and he says "Okay baby, be careful." I nod and I walk out and drive home and stand in the shower crying and scubbing my skin hard until it was almost raw. I finally got out after crying for awhile and then I put on a pair of sweatpants and one of Carson's shirts that he left at my house and I brushed my hair then pulled it up into a messy bun and grabbed my phone charger and headphones then walked out of the house locking the door behind me before jumping back into the truck and driving back to the hospital. I walk back up to the 8th floor and went into Carson's room where he is sitting up in the bed and his mom is sitting in a chair beside him holding his hand. When I walked into the room his eyes brightened up when he saw me standing there. I smiled and then walked over to him and sat down beside him on the other side of the bed and I plug up my phone because it died on the way back to the hospital.
I sit there quietly while Carson and his mother talk for awhile. I notice my phone has charged a little and I have almost 200 texts from Mom along with another 100 calls. I sigh and I excuse myself and walk out into the hallway and I call my mom and we have a long conversation about what happened and how I feel about Carson and how everything has just changed since she left. After I got off the phone with Mom and saw Carson's mom leave the room I walked back in and plugged my phone back in and sat down in the chair beside him. "So, what did you and your mom talk about baby?"
I sit there and smile "you, what happened, and other girl stuff." I giggle and smile at him as I start to think that I don't want anyone else in this world besides Carson. I come out of my daydream about Carson and me getting married and having children and out life just being perfect before his voice interupted my thoughts and I look up at him, "yes baby?" He smiles at me, "what are you thinking about baby girl?" I smile as I stand up and climb into the bed with him and I snuggle up to him, "us." I say softly against his chest.
We lay there for the rest of the night just talking about how we want our future to be after high school and what we want to do with our lives and then we Carson's cell phone rings....
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