Love you Mr FJ

Chapter 20

Forth's POV

He drove Beam's car to his dorm to change clothes and 30 minutes later he drove back to Beam's dorm. As he drive, he remember when he go to Beam's dorm this afternoon to check on him, he looks so pale and his eyes swollen. He knows something wrong with Beam, but he doesn't want to force Beam to tell him. He will wait for Beam to tells him. But he don't know how long he can wait as he can't bear to see him like that and if it's getting worse, he will do something about it without Beam knows. To him, it's hurt to see his cheerful and warm Beam like that, it's like a knife stab in his heart sees Beam's crying. He really want to know why and he swear whoever make his Beam's cry or hurt, he will find and kill him, for sure. Yes, his Beam, my Beam. I know, I admit it. I realize that I like him. No, I love him. Conversation between me and my crazy friends this evening make me realize that what I feel for Beam actually is....

.... LOVE...

 I'm really fall in love and I fall so hard this time..

.....with him....

....Beam Baramee...

Flashback fews hours ago...

Five blue jackets walks out from lab room after finishing their lab work. Suddenly one of them stop walking and called their boss.

"Forth, can I ask you something?" Tul ask as he grip his lover hand to ease his nerves.

Forth and other three stop walking, turn around to face Tul and Forth stared flatly at him while others show gulps nervously especially Max.

Tul gulps and take a breath deeply. "And if you feel my question make you mad, you can beat me later but after you answer all of my questions. What is relationship between you and Beam?" He said in one breath as he stared back at Forth, pretend to be brave.

Forth who shows poker face answering. " I don't...know."

Tul frown and ask again. "Do you like him?"

"I don't know."

"No..no..it's not 'like' baby. Change your question to 'love'. "Max whispered to Tul.

Tul rolls his eyes and turn to Forth back." Sorry. Let me change my question. Do you LOVE Beam?"

"I.......don't know." Forth sighed.

All of them frowning confusely.

"Aouw..so what is Beam to you?" Ae asking troubled Forth. "Just a friend."