𝐒𝐔𝐆𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝐀𝐃𝐗𝐘 𝐉.𝐉𝐊

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Annyeong armies! 💛💛

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One year passed, life get busier, as people thrive to make their life better, to feel better and makes their loves ones happy, days and nights repeated like a broken record, more heart breaks and happiness mixed in to create the harmonious.

Both of them was busy walking their routines, working on their dreams with a glint of hopes in their eyes, hoping one day all of these could get better, maybe one day everything will be alright as they hoped it to be.

Unconsciously they got lost in those moments, where they feels helpless, alone no matter how much people they're surrounded with, no matter how many people they used to rebound.

No amounts of tears could describe the emptiness buried in the hearts, no matter how big their smile was, their big laughter,their make up silly jokes, silly dates with people they used to forget each other.

Those kisses couldn't conceal the bittersweet sensation when they shared them together. Feeling dull, Meaningless, like all the colours been drained from their tragic love. 

Those I'm okays on the midnight, on ungodly hours, they didn't believe when they're actually feeling happy cause at the end of the day, as the lights turned off, they won't recognised who they were used to be.

Jungkook beating himself with works as usual, getting home as sky's were no longer deep blue as it drowned in charcoal black, no stars evident, driving late at night with coffee on the side. Chill playlist played on the background to help him forget all those dreaded moments and sickness of repeated the same thing all over again.

He always rely on the white pill bottle of pills buried in his pocket, both of them do.

He worried if he's actually got addicted to this and end up overdosed, as if those never happened before, he realised how much life isnt fair to be honest, he found himself listening to the voices in his head.

Until he tasted the metallic taste on his tongue, he realised he had bit his lips too hard. He chuckles lowly, pulled down the window to feel the cold night winds hitting his flawless skin as he carefully driving his car to the nearest bar for some drinks.

He always drinking, he didn't care of his lung and health conditions anymore, die seems like a better option. Out of all solutions.

Y/n was no different from him, beating herself with part time jobs, college fees, presentation and unhealthy diets just like those she used to do back in high school that leaves her body thinner, skins become paler as energy drained from her body.

She barely eats cause she got a reputation to keep, jack always nags her, to eat balanced, models dont have to be thinner like a sticks he said. So every now and then she makes sure watches her eat and forces those workouts to fill the muscle in those certain parts she lacked off.

That left her collapsed at the floor, breathing hard.

I'm gonna be okay, right?

She worked as hard as she promised herself to, makes sure her children feel loved they needed, their stomachs full of their favorite foods, got all the education completely.

She glad when her kids always understanding her, at barely age of 2 , they knows to be the clingy type, always crawling into her room to seek for cuddles, which she gladly gives.
Always know how to make her feel better.

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Mom you know I don't like it when pairing me with someone I don't even know" He said with stressed painted on his face, looking back at the Mrs Jeon who's aged with beauty, those tiny wrinkles didnt fail to lessen her beauty.