Secretly Married

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Lisa parked her car and as we went out from her car her boyfriend embraced her and kiss her lips " how's my princess?" Liam ask

"Great " Lisa smiled and brought her hands to Liam's nape " because I'm seeing the most gorgeous blues eyes" she said seductively and touch his lips withe her right thumb , Liam smirk enjoying Lisa's action " and these smile " I turn around I know what she will do next , she will give him their morning kiss. They always do that every morning before they go to their respected class. Seeing the person you love caressing, touching and kissing the person she love is the worst feeling but yeah I don't have any choice I think it's better this way. At least we're friends we could still hold hand, watch movie and concerts together and we could stay in one bed talking about our dreams until we fall asleep. You can call me anything you want martyr? Fool , crazy.? But hey it's always better to be friend with her than loosing her forever.

"Jeez Lisa , Liam can you guys stop that? It's too early and were getting late." Seulgi said as came near me and put his arms on my shoulder. " You can look now." She whispered on my ears

" Let's go." Lisa said as she approach me and seulgi
" You already said by to Liam?" I asked

"Yes, he ask me if we could go out tonight. It's our anniversary."

"What did you tell him?' seulgi

"I told him that mom and dad will not allow me. I ask him if it's okay this afternoon after class but he said it's a dinner date and said if we don't celebrate our anniversary tonight it's over." 

"What?" Me and seulgi said in unison " is he crazy? Why is he threatening you? You've been together for three years and this is how he treat you?"

"Jen, calm down. That's the point we've been together for three years and I  haven't give him my everything yet." Lisa said as we walk to our lockers

"Are you trying to tell me that you are actually planning to give him your everything?" I ask

"Well what do think Jen, seugi?" She said as she opened her locker

" No!" I immediately answered her question

" Why not? Do you think it's really bad to do it? I mean we've been together for 3 years and we love each other besides I trust Liam and his promises . We will get married after we graduate."

" My answer is still no Lisa." I said firmly " yes you've been together for 3 years but there's still no assurance that he will keep his promises to you. You guys... I mean all of us are still young to do that kind of stuff and you still have 1 year to finish college. just because he said he will do you'll believe him there are lots of men in this world who broke their promises remember that."

" And Liam is not one of them jen , you know that." Lisa answer with anger " you know what I should have not ask you. Your always like this."

" What do you mean like this?"

"This? Why are you acting like a bitch everytime I talk about Liam? You know what nini you should start dating you act like your a jealous girlfriend and you're honeslty giving me a goosebump." Lisa said angrily and walk out

"Oh God you two. Jen is it ok if go with her?" Seulgi ask
"It's ok go and comfort her I need to give this book to jisoo." I answered as she raised the book she borrowed from jisoo last week.

"You sure? Your not going to cut the class right?"
I smirk " no. I'll be there in a few after this."

It's 7 am and I know where jisoo is , she's at her usual spot the only place in our campus a appreciate the greenhouse, there jisoo and I planted different kind of plants . Four walls and transparent roof full of different kind of  plants. As I enter the greenhouse I saw jisoo watering some plants

"So the two of you had a fight again?" She asked

"How'd you know?"

"Jen , you only visit this place early in the morning when you're sad and I'm pretty sure the reason of that sadness is her again."  She turned around.  " come here. Look our babies started to grow." She said as she pointed out our little ones . We started planting the lettuce 3 weeks ago and now they are starting to grow. Yes we call them little ones it's because we treasure them and these plants are our babies the result of our hard work . I don't usually came here early in the morning because I have early classes , my duty to visit this place is every afternoon but today I'm sad so I decided to cut my first class. This greenhouse has always been my escape everytime I have a fight with Lisa,  jisoo knows everything. She knows that I love Lisa, that coming here will make me forget the things or everything about Lisa. I don't know why but being inside this room and seeing this green secnery makes me relax it's feels home, a home no one can find me, a home where I can talk and rant to these plants about my heartaches and bad days without hearing any judgement.

" Babe, you're right we had a fight again. We were arguing about Liam and she walked out." I said as I hug her and cried.

"Shhhh please don't cry. I hate seeing you cry and look our babies will get sick if they see their momma crying." She said as she caress my back

" Jisoo why can't she see me? Is there something wrong with me? Why can't she love? Why can't she look at me the way I look at her?" I sobbed again

"Babe we alreadyvtalk about this. I thought you already accept it? You said you'll be okay as long as she's happy and Liam is not hurting her. Did he hurt her? " Jisoo ask while I'm resting my head on her chest

"No." I answered shortly

"Is she unhappy being with him?"

"No. I think she's happy. I know I promised but... But." I wasn't able to finish my sentence as she held my shoulder with her both hands and pushed me slightly making me look at her eyes.

"Stop hurting yourself Jen. Accept the fact and move on you deserve someone better than her, someone who will appreciate this beautiful feline cat eyes and this gummy smile " she said and pinch my cheek with her right thumb.

" I'm sorry . I know I promised it's just that I'm really having a hard time seeing them together."

"Hmmmn can I ask you a question?"

"Yeah sure."

" Why don't you tell her what you feel? Take arisk ? "

"And get hurt ? Jisoo we both know she's straight . She would never look at me the way I look at her we both know that." I said and sigh

" I know . But  Jen at least you will know where to stand ."

" I already know where I stand jisoo. I'm just her best friend and fuck I have to accept that."

" Fine I won't say anything anymore but please Jen can you stop crying because of her your wasting your beautiful face ... I mean there are a lot of people out there appreciating that beauty. " She said as she remove the gloves from her hand.

"Crazy you know I'm not beautiful."

"Yes you are. We both are we're not Kim's for no reason you crazy bitch." Jisoo said. Jisoo and I are both Kim's but we're not blood related and we do treat each others like sisters.

"Now stop crying and get your things your going to attend our class."

"But I don't want to."

"No buts Jen. I promise if you fuckin fail your subject again I'm going to kick you out from this greenhouse and never let you in." She said as drag me outside of the green house. I guess I can't cut class today...

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Very short update... Sorry I'm having a headache today. I almost collapse this afternoon because of this headache... I'm sorry sa wrong Grammar at  wrong spelling didn't proof read this one...  good night everyone...