Secretly Married

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"Hey Jen can you move faster? We're goin to be late" lisa shouted from downstairs .

"Wait lis, give me few more minutes and I'll be down stairs." I shouted back

"Faster you small bean, we have our final exam and Mrs. reyes will not give us a special exam , she said this is our last chance.

"I know, I know." It has always been like this, ever since we became friends Lisa always pick me up and we've always been  classmates were inseparable like magnets. Lisa and I are  always top of the class . Asking who always got the first place? ... Of course me, I always got that first place and my best friend lisa got the second place we always have this tight competition when it comes to our grade but we never took it personal despite of the people making us hate each other, As I said we are inseparable like magnets.

"Jennie!"
I laughed as I heard Lisa screaming my name             " coming," I said as I took long and fast stride Going down stairs.

" Finally" she sighed

"Sorry lis." And give her my gummy smile

"Enough with the apologise , Let's go." She reach for my left hand and entertwined it with her

"Wait, my food" I was about to let her go but instead she hold my hand tigthly

" I already have them. I packed them while you were upstairs preparing."

"Really?" I ask innocently, well to be honest I already know that she would do that. Lisa is a perfect friend , she always cares for me and show me how much she loves me and  that ofcourse love  as a friend, she has a boyfriend now they have been together for almost three years. Back then I was hurt when she told me she has a new suitor and cried silently in my room when she said yes to him. It hurts ... It hurts so much that I even forget to maintain my grades, my health and my sanity. I almost drop out my subjects that time but Lisa convince me get back on track. She was so mad when she heard I was failing in my subjects , she ask me the reason why I changed. I lied to her , I said there is someone I love and that person hurt me. She cursed and look for that person, ask  my relatives if they know about the person who hurt me , she said she will kill that fuckin person. She didn't know that the person I was talking about was her. Yes I  lied and didn't tell her the truth. Lisa is my everything , my strength and my weakness. She builds me but she can also wrecked me like a piece of glass that falls from 12th floor building.

It took me a while to accept that she already love someone but I saw how happy she was being with him. I saw her smile that reaches her ears, eyes that twinkles everytime her boyfriend makes her laugh , I saw her... I saw how much she loves him... Yes I saw the person I love loving someone else and it hurts as fuck. It Hurst but I realized it's so selfish of me if I let this jealousy ruin our friendship, thats the time I decided to get back on track. Being top one on class wasn't easy but having Lisa beside me studying makes everything easier, her presence is like a vitamin B complex that relaxes my nerves and makes memorizing and analyzing easier. She was just a friend for me,  that was I thought. but as the time pass by my heart flutters whenever she holds my hand and caress my shoulder to comfort me everytime I feel anxious. She ... She was just a friend and I wasn't suppose to love her but here I am willing to do everything just to make her happy , make her look at me the way I look at her even if I know it's impossible and make her LOVE me more than just a friend.

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Kapagud mag English mga besh lol dumugo ilong ko...
I'm going to hurt you in this book but don't worry this is a jenlisa endgame. Lol 😊😊😊