Long Nights (Mark Lee NCT ff)

Ch 9

No one's POV
Mark sat across a table next to Silver who was invested in a conversation with another women showing table clothes of different colors "so which shade of purple would you like" the women said "umm I like this one" Silver pointed to the cloth "Mark which one do you like" Silver said Mark was zoning out thinking about many different things both of the ladies knew he didn't want to be there but they pretended he was interested "Mark" Silver said nudging him "oh I'm sorry what" Mark said startled "nothing never mind we'll take this one can we take a break please" Silver said and the lady nodded and left Silver looked at Mark and sighed "I'm sorry I just have to do something but I really don't want to do it and it's making me feel horrible I'm thinking of others ways to come around this but I can't" Mark said "I know you don't want to marry me but-" Silver was cut off "I'm not talking about that.......is it okay if I go I trust your opinion on this stuff anyways" Mark said and Silver nodded

Mark left the house walking slowly not wanting to get to the destination because he knows what is to come when he does arrive. He hasn't been talking or been visiting MingMei for about 2 weeks and he feels like he's being tortured he feels like the worst person ever. He's been with MingMei knowing that one day he would have to brake it off but he couldn't he loved her and she loved him. Their was no other way he had to terminate their relationship. He doesn't want her to find him once he tells her everything so he will lie to her so she can also move on and be happy even if it's not with him.

He finally got to the apartment door and stopped in front of it. He took a deep breathe before knocking. MingMei opened the door and when she saw him she immediately smiled and hugged him but he pushed her away "what's wrong Mark" she said smile disappearing "we need to talk" he said closing the door behind him. They sat down on the coach. "What do you need to talk about" she said quietly "I-I don't love you MingMei I never did" Mark said trying to fight his tears "w-what" MingMei said as her voice cracked "I used you for my own pleasure, you weren't worth my time" Mark said getting up and heading to the door hearing the soft cries of the hurt girl he wanted to cry he hated that he had to lie to her but he had to."don't look for me I never want to see you again" Mark said before leaving her there sitting shocked about what she had heard. Endless tears flowing down her face. She was heartbroken how suddenly he would say such things to her. She should've saw this coming he was to good for her. It all felt to real. His love and affection felt to real.

Hours past and she continued to cry Ten finally got home and tried to figure out what happened but she didn't speak only cried and cried in his arms but she got angry and pushed him away. He didn't mind he knew when MingMei was angry she didn't like to be touched.

She didn't sleep she stayed in the kitchen table drinking alcohol and she was the most drunk she has ever been. She couldn't even hold out a whole proper sentence. Ten heard her and went to check on MingMei. He saw her heard down on the table bottle in her hands shirt damp from tears. He went to help her up but she pushed him "g-get away from me you, you jerk" she yelled out "MingMei let me help you to bed" Ten said knowing she was speaking nonsense because of her drunken state "no you go to bed" she said Ten got her arm but she got it back "get away from me all you think of is y-your self" she yelled "your not my friend your using me too" MingMei mindlessly yelled "what are you talking about" Ten said "you don't care about me, your to to caught up in your own p-perfect little life" she yelled drinking from the bottle Ten didn't know what to do he felt hurt of what she said what if she actually meant it and she let it out because she was drunk "you really think that" Ten said quietly "yeah did you not hear me" MingMei said laughing Ten got angry but tried to sound calm "get out" he said "w-what" she said "get out of my apartment" he yelled and MingMei jolted alittle because he raised his voice but she made herself get up and leave the apartment

"What are you doing here it's the middle of the night......" Chenle said looking at his sisters hand "were you drinking" he asked "fuck why are you asking so much questions" MingMei said "who is it" Jisung said coming from behind Chenle "oh look who it is" MingMei said making exaggerated hand gestures "is that necessary" Chenle said "oh shut up you know you remind me of our fucked up parents wanting everything to be perfect like a little fairy tale but guess what it's not" she said at the boy "MingMei please go" Jisung said noticing Chenle was getting teary eyed from being compared to his parents "why I'm just saying the truth Chenle you need to grow up" MingMei said and Chenle left inside his house "I'm sorry but don't come back after what you said" Jisung said before closing the door

MingMei eventually gave up not knowing where to go she stopped at a park bench and began to cry again "why do I have to be so fuckin stupid" she cried to herself "I just ruined everything" "I have no one, why......Mark why ....." "I'm so sorry Ten, Chenle I'm so sorry" she spoke to herself between tears she wanted the pain in her heart to end she wanted to end her self. MingMei broke her glass bottle into pieces "I can't fix this......they're better without me........when I'm gone I'll be happy again.....I won't feel this pain anymore" she said as she lifted a piece of the glass to her skin "I'm so sorry" MingMei began to cut her self letting blood run down out of her arms she felt light headed she felt like she did enough cuts so she could go and she knocked out

Your POV
"W-where am I" I said as I saw the room that looked like a hospital room "the hospital I'm so happy your alive" I turned and saw Jaemin "what how did you find me" I said "I usually run really early in the morning everyday and I found you at the park....what happened" he said holding my hand "I don't want to talk about it" I said "oh okay I'm just happy your okay" he said smiling "yeah I guess" I said and then the doctor came in "Miss. Zhong you will be released later on today but your going to have to be watched and monitored all the time because your being written down as attempt of suicide" the doctor said "who will be in charge of you" he said "I have no-" I was cut off "me I will take care of her" Jaemin said "and who are you to her" the doctor asked "I'm,....I'm her boyfriend" he said and the doctor said "okay than we'll write you down for her protection" before leaving "boyfriend" I said "sorry I just want to make sure your okay" he said shrugging

Later on that day I was released from the hospital with stitches on my cuts and pain killers. Jaemin took me to his apartment. He opened the door for me and let me in first "make yourself at home" he said closing the door I sat down on the coach and looked around "you don't have a long sleeve shirt and sweats by any chance do you" I ask "yeah let me get you some" he said before leaving. He came back with the clothes and undergarments to "you should shower you smell like the hospital still....I'm going to shower too but in the guest room" he said and I nodded he lead me to his room and showed me the shower "I'll be in the other room showering too but if you need anything just scream and I'll get out and see what you need okay" he said "okay thanks" I said and took my shower

Once I finished I got out and wrapped myself in a towel and figured to change in Jaemins room to have more room. I walked into his room and saw Jaemin looking through his closet with a towel only around his waist showing most of his body. Man he's in shape look at those abs damn. "I'm so sorry" I said trying to open the door to the bathroom but failed because I touched my still raw stitches "oooww" I said and he rushed over to me "are you okay" he said holding my arm "yeah I'm fine" I said looking up in his eyes his lips inches from mine he looked at my lips and got closer oh noo

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