ED-sweety wake up its time for school Erika-i dont feel like going (starts tearing up) i just want him here with me (Sniffs) and i-i want mom to be here ED-she is here hunny she is very close to our hearts and she is listening to us right know i promise and i know you miss jacob but look you have this to remember him (shows her the necklace she gave him) and have him close Erika-i feel empty without jacob dad i want them back (crys) i have never wanted him closer to me than now (sobbs) i need him im nothing without him and i dont need this to remember of him ill always remember my baby (grabs necklace and put it close to her heart). ED-i wont force you to go to school after what happend but i think it will take things off you mind Erika-your right i will go ED-k do you want me to take you or do you want to go walking Erika-ill go walking thx dad ED-no problem
Erikas pov-Im broken and i dont want to be alive. I just want to be with my mom and jacob. I got my lazy ass up and went to my restroom. Looking in the mirror i saw my eyes big and puffy. From taking a nice and warm shower i got out and changed into this
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I finished changing and didnt do my makeup cause i knew i was going to cry today. I got my phone and backpack and finally walked out the door. I was looking down at my phone trying to find a song that can fit my mood right know. After about a minute i found a song and did the tiktok once i was dont i went to my profile so that i can react to some of them to maybe cheer myself up but instead it did nothing i started to tear up when i saw the tik tok me and jacob had made yesterday. Anyway enough of that sad shit i turned off my phone and got to school. Once i got in the school i saw avani waiting by the door. In the corner of my eyes i can see jacobs teammates. Avani and i went to first period and it was boring as usual. We left first period and started head to second but avani stopped me and told me if i wanted to skip cause i didnt look well. I told her i was fine but i did want to go home.
Avani and i went home and my dad told me to invite the basketball boys to the funeral cause they were his bestfriends and they knew mom to so yea.
