Today in class I heard you speak for the first time since I confronted you a while ago. When I heard your voice my ears rang and your words echoed in my head. I couldn't help but think "shut up. shut up. shut up." All I could focus on was how at one time your voice spoke soothing "I love you"s and "its going to be alright"s but now your voice is like I'm being stung by a bee and getting the stinger stuck in my skin or being bitten by a dog that won't let go or being stabbed in the chest a million times. Your voice is no longer soothing to me. When I hear your voice all I can hear is the two simple, but hurtful, words "kill yourself." I hear those words coming from your mouth and my heart shatters into a million more pieces. Your voice is a poisin that I cannot get away from.
