Lessons Of Life

Misty Morning

Mornings like these,
eyes wide open
filled with numbness
and tinch of defeat...
Defeat is what they see
but only I know
it's pure delight
to mould your memories
into an endless dream...
No control and especially yours,
fighting against the odds
while you calmly watch me scream...
Calmness is what I feel...
or maybe there's a bruise sorer than mine
that never heals...
or maybe this is how
you have always been...
n here's to me
Wilfully falling for you
was my only sin...
I know it happened back then
and it shouldn't have happened now...
kept tormenting myself
for speaking my heart out...
An open book to the world
and untouched enigma to you...
I never wanted to be the way I was... So blue
To be shunned and smeared
But stronger than ever before
Strength is what you should see
because it's all about me and
your only gift that I love to the core...