Alot of times I wonder if the path I am taking now is really the path that the Lord prepared for me. It is excruciatingly painful to follow this road.
I am well aware of my shortcomings. I have no one but me to blame for all of it. Wrong choices, wrong decisions, irreversible results. I feel so lonely, so hopeless. Ahh money is truly the gateway to hell. I wanna cope up but it seems the world has given its verdict.
The devil is screaming that this is the end all over my face, every time. I know there are a lot of people who are more unfortunate, people who are in a situation which they do not have a choice, but they still have the courage to get up every time they fall. Does this reality invalidate my pain?
I am almost convince that I have no right to feel this pain! This loneliness! This regret! This hopelessness.
In the midst of all this manipulative relationships, Lord hear my begging. Lend me your wisdom!
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Chasing Dreams
NezařaditelnéI always feel I don't belong, like I am meant to a place outside this world. I don't like plains. I am easily bored. I hate mediocre yet I am stuck in a very ordinary life. Is it wrong? To wish for something so extravagant, so expensive, so out of...
