dear diary,
i actually lied about sleeping last night because i just..couldn't. something about that hoodie was keeping the gears in my mind turn all night. so i just ended up watching the fireworks in silence from the balcony.
i stared into the abyss as my brain began to imagine all the scenarios. me watching the fireworks with javi, tell each other stories at midnight and a lot more. what do all these thoughts mean and what's that fuzzy feeling inside my chest when i thought about it?
the loud noises of colorful and bright lights being shot into space slapped me back to reality. it was beautiful, but i wish i didn't have to spend new year's eve alone.
anyways, i didn't have practice today so i'm just gonna roam around the city i guess. wait no i take that back, it's fucking freezing out.
i should just catch up on some sleep.
signing off, yuzuru.
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Romanceyuzuru had a journal in which he wrote down strategies and goals, and also his feelings. it was new years eve. with a whole new feeling for yuzuru. for javi, it was hell of a year.
