there's this girl
and i think i'm really falling for her
but she's bad for me
and people hate her
but i don't
and all i want to do is tell the world about how wonderful she is
but idk if i can
and the person i want to tell most has terminated our friendship
and now i'm alone
so now i sit and think about this girl, and my ex-bestfriend
and try to drown my sorrows in the calming words of lewis capaldi
"now the day bleeds
into nightfall
and you're not here
to get me through it all
i let my guard down
and then you pulled the rug
i was getting kinda used to being someone you loved"