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lust
noun
very strong sexual desire.

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"Jimin, what are we?"

Jimin cautiously lowered his chopping knife and turned around to face Yoongi (who still had his arms wrapped around his waist).

"That's a tough question... what do you want us to be Yoongi?"

The two boys stared at each other, each lost in the other's eyes. They stayed like that for a moment before Yoongi opened his mouth to speak again,

"I think we could form a relationship. Like, date or something. Y'know since we like... made out and all. I don't wanna make it seem like we're just friends with benefits or that it meant nothing. I know we don't know each other all that well but we already have such a big impact on each other. You changed me a lot ever since that incident Jimin-ah. So yeah, i think it'd be a waste to not give us a try.

Jimin sighed and added some seasoning to his sizzling potatoes.

"Yeah I think we could try... lately I've been feeling a little guilty though Yoongi. It's like, you've been saving me all this time and I haven't really been doing anything for you in return..." Jimin scratched the back of his head and blushed when Yoongi, who was already extremely close, moved even closer to close the gap in between the two.

"Jimin, I don't help you because I want something out of it. I do it because it's the right thing and because, well, I've really developed some feelings for you over these past couple days. I don't know how or why I became so protective over you... it's like my body was telling me that i knew you from somewhere. But never did i expect to develop a crush on my first day at a new school." Jimin smiled,

"Thank you hyung. I know I can be weak and vulnerable at times so it's nice that I have someone to help me through it all. But I won't always rely on you though."

"Trust me Jimin, you can." Yoongi moved aside, allowing Jimin to sit down and eat his breakfast. Since Yoongi wasn't eating, the elder sat down across from Jimin and simply watched the boy eat.

Waaaaah~ how can someone make eating look so cute? Yoongi thought. He quickly adverted his vision as he didn't want to seem weird for staring.

"So what do you wanna do when you're done eating?" Yoongi questioned and Jimin finally looked up from his plate,

"Hmm... I guess we could just chill and watch movies or something. It's Friday after all so it's not like we really have any work to do." Yoongi nodded in agreement and Jimin continued to finish up his meal before putting the dirty plate and utensils in the sink.

He signaled Yoongi to follow him and led the elder upstairs to his room.

"Ah yes, behold! The very room that the rich and famous Park Jimin sleeps in!" Jimin exclaimed dramatically as he pointed to the door of his room.

Yoongi giggled and flashed his well known gummy smile (which Jimin internally uwu'd at each time).

The two made their way inside and Yoongi immediately began examining the room, his eyes full of curiosity.

"It's really nice in here Jimin. I can tell you're great at interior design." Jimin grinned sheepishly at the compliment,

"Well I wouldn't say all that, but thank you-" Jimin paused mid sentence when he noticed his pacifier, duckie blanket, and Chimmy spread out across his bed.

The boy instinctively stood in front of Yoongi, blocking his line of vision even though he had already seen what he saw and he certainly wasn't going to ignore it this time.

"Yoongi I- I swear it's not what it looks like- Um, can you please leave for a moment?"

Yoongi was slightly taken aback that Jimin had just suddenly kicked him out, but he respected the boy's wish and stepped out of the room. Instead of leaving, he sat cross legged outside the door, awaiting Jimin's call for him to return.

After an hour passed of Yoongi sitting there with his ear pressed against the door and occasionally getting up to use the bathroom, he was finally starting to get impatient.

He decided to knock on the door since there was a chance that Jimin had forgotten he was still there, but there was also a chance that Jimin would be ready to open up.

"Jimin? Are you ok? Can I come in?"

Much to Yoongi's relief, the door finally creeked open a bit and one of Jimin's puffy eyes could be seen through the crack.

"Hi Yoongi." Jimin sniffled and opened the door further for the boy to enter.

"Hey... you ok? You do realize you've been locked in here for an hour right? And I heard you sobbing." Jimin sighed and walked over to his bed.

"You saw didn't you." Jimin said in a hoarse, monotone voice, not wanting to further humor himself.

"Saw what?" Yoongi played dumb to let Jimin choose whether or not he wanted to elaborate. If he'd chosen not to, the boy would've completely dropped the subject and continued acting clueless.

"The stuffies... the paci... my blankie..."

Yoongi smiled at the indirect confession and sat down next to Jimin on his bed.

"Yeah, I saw. Would you explain it to me? I won't judge you."

Yoongi spoke in a calm tone to try and ease some of Jimin's nerves.

Jimin sniffled as Yoongi rubbed his back in circular motions to comfort the fragile boy and steady his shaky breathing. The elder was feeling quite broken himself watching his new partner in so much distress, his heart ached for Jimin.

"W- well you see, recently I s- sometimes regress into- into a younger headspace. Like- like right now I'm slowly going into my headspace I think." Jimin's stutter had become more prominent as his anxiety increased, but in the back of his mind Yoongi found it to be an adorable trait.

Yoongi nodded his head in understandmeant. He'd heard about littles from time to time before but he never knew about age regression or met a little in real life... he definitely wasn't 100% educated on it and wasn't even sure if that was what Jimin was describing.

"So can you regress to like moody teenager? Or an infant?" Jimin shook his head yes as he had his thumb in his mouth. Yoongi had an idea that Jimin was a little, but the last thing he wanted to do was assume.

"Jiminie."

"Yesth, Yoonie?"

"You're a little, aren't you sugar."

Sugar

"Mmmhm! Thinks m a little!"

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Thanks for reading, dearies. I really appreciate it so much. I never thought this book would get more than 10 reads to be honest and now we're almost at 200!! Like what?!? And 60 followers! Thank you so much my loves. Sorry for typos and have an amazing day. Please vote and comment as always <333 future me here: I changed this up a bit... haha

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