everything i wanted

wheels on the bus

-bils pov-
you step up to the bus after denzel, walking into the warm air you see your mom, dad, brother, best friend & a few team members hoping off after helping pack. you escort your new 'friend' onto the bus everyone introduces themselves but you can tell she already knows everyone. the moment felt right; her smile, laugh, walk, how she just so easily seemed to fit in w/ your family. you had a feeling in your stomach you hadn't in a while.

-your pov-
you step onto the bus gripping your arms from the cold, & feel the sudden hot air you couldn't tell if it was from a heater or billie existing herself. you see the whole crew denzel, zoe, maggie, patrick & finn. you felt in a dream you started to try to remember memories, of you hitting your head that never happened. everyone introduces themselves & denzel continues to make jokes to break the silence & the room was swarming in laughs & giggles. & soon enough everyone starts to settle down, getting ready to leave off to whatever restaurant. that's when billie shows you where you can put your stuff for the time being.

-bils pov-
you turn to your bunk & open up the curtains to it, & look at her w/ an encouraging face. "you can put your stuff here" you say. she looks at the bunk & sets her stuff down, "billie is this yours?" she asks. "oh yea, but it's fine id rather have you put it in here than in another bunk" you nervously ramble. "thanks" she says w/ a smile, & tucks a piece of hair behind her ear.
"it's no problem" smiling back, feeling yourself vibrate from the energy between you. you glance at y/n(s) hand. you just barely go to reach for it, when zoe come up behind y/n like a tornado of giggles & excitement.

-your pov-
you felt yourself levitating towards her, you felt like you were about to hit the drop on a roller coaster. then you heard zoe's voice & soon felt her hands jump on your shoulders, "guys were here, let's go". to your shock you didn't even notice how long you & bil were standing there, it felt like seconds. billie replies "let's go y/n" w/ a smile. she walks over to zoe & you turn to both of them, "can i use the busses bathroom real quick first?" you ask. "oh of course" billie says pointing to the door just passed all the bunks on the right. "don't take too long, i'm sure billie would want you to si-" zoe says but stops herself. "i mean i'm sure you'd wanna score a seat next to billie at the table" she says, w/ an over exaggerating wink & laugh. billie rolls her eyes w/ a laugh as they get off the bus. a bit of a smile forms on your face as you turn to the bathroom, as soon as you step in there you see some rings on the little counter & hairs ties & a few chains & the smell of vanilla leaks from a broken perfumes bottle. you fix your hair & clothes, you look in the mirror in disbelief all of what is fucking happening. you. yourself, is standing in billie motherfucking eilish's tour bus bathroom. you quickly end your reality check & get off the bus into the restaurant.