Why/I'm sorry

Frustration

(Hi everyone before anyone gets confused I'm not copying someone else's book because that was mine I got a new phone and tried to log in but it wouldn't let me so I made this account but then I got into the other one but I got a new phone again and it happened again I've tried to go back in it doesn't let me this will be like a revision)

Taehyung's (P.O.V)

I groaned once again jungkook left the bed to go take care of our son.It was frustrating after nine months of no sex and then another couple of months of waiting for him to turn one.I thought finally I would have alone time with him but no.That baby has him wrapped around his finger.Don't get me wrong I love that kid so much but I have needs to take care of.But every time my and jungkook even get close to each other Kay starts to cry.

I haven't been so loyal tho I have been hanging out with some behind jungkook's back.We haven't done anything but just hangout but he actually gives me attention while jungkook ignores me.Im thinking of leaving him I will leave him some money for Kay he is still my son.I will miss jungkook he was my one and only.Its been almost three months since me and jungkook have had sex.And even that was rushed.

I hope he understands I have my needs and he has his.I watched jungkook lay back down and hug me.I hugged him back and kissed his forehead knowing this would be our last day together.

(The next morning)

I got up quickly and pretended to dress for work while jungkook made food.I ate and kissed them goodbye.I drove to my friends house his name was hoseok.He's pretty chill and he introduced me to yoongi he does music.

After a couple hours of waiting I went back home and started to pack.They don't know I'm married well now used to be married.I grabbed my stuff and rushed out the door.But I went back inside and grabbed a hoodie of jungkook,his cologne,and a onesie of Kay.Once again ran out the door and rushed to the apartment I had gotten last week.

Jungkook's (P.O.V)

I ran after taehyung to get my kiss but he was already gone.I cleaned the dishes and went to go feed my baby.But I felt a pain in my stomach which send me flying toward the restroom.I pushed out everything I had eaten that morning.I flushed the toilet and brushed my teeth.I grabbed Kay and decided to go jin's house.He has a two story house and lives with his husband namjoon.They have two kids and one on the way.

I got off and took out Kay from his car seat.Mama he screamed I walked toward the door and rang the door bell.After a minute of waiting Jin opened the door.He was carrying namjin who is the same age has Kay and his oldest son namseok was three.

"Come in its starting to get chilly",we walked in and I put Kay down and watched him follow namjin.

"Hey hyung I need to talk to you",Jin walked over the kitchen and I followed.

"Okay so you I've Ben thinking about moving to the country side but I haven't talked to taehyung about it tho",Jin nodded grabbing a cup of coffee.

"Well whatever you want to do I bet taehyung will join you he loves you and Kay so much",I blushed.

Namseok came running.

"Papa I want juice",Jin got up and grabbed a pack of juice.

"They grow up so fast right hyung",Jin nodded.

We talked some more and played with the kids.After a while we went shopping at the mall.I bought something for taehyung a new tie he had been looking at for a while now.But was always at work to have to time to come.It was now six in the afternoon and I knew taehyung would be getting home in a few minuets.

"Bye hyung tell namjoon I said hi",he nodded and I got into the truck.

I drove home and parked the car I got Kay down.I took out my key but when I got to the door it was open.Maybe taehyung got home early but his car isn't here.I opened the door.

"Tae are you here",I screamed no one answered.

I started to get worried and walked upstairs.Kay whined since it was almost time to feed him again.I opened the door of our room and he wasn't there.I walked into the closet he wasn't there.But mother was his clothes.I panicked and ran downstairs and grabbed my phone I quickly called him but I was blocked.But at that moment I saw a paper on the kitchen table.

I grabbed it and a few couple hundreds fell out.The paper said:

Dear,jungkook
I'm sooty it had to be this way but I'm leaving you it's not your fault and you didn't do anything wrong you were perfect but I have needs and they weren't being met I'm sorry and I will miss and of course our son please take care of I know you will I left you some money please tell Kay that I'm sorry and I love him

With lots of love

Kim taehyung.

I threw the paper and cried I fell to the ground and hugged Kay tightly.I cried and cried and after a while Kay started to cry as well.I lifted up my shirt and he quickly latched on.With shaky fingers I grabbed my phone and called Jin.

"Hello"

"J-Jin he he left me",I heard a gasp.

"What do you mean he left you who left"

"Tae he left me and Kay his clothes are gone he blocked me and I found a letter telling me",Jin cursed.

"I'm on my way okay just calm down",I nodded even tho I know he can't see me.

I looked down and cried how was I supposed to take care of my son alone.I didn't work because taehyung asked me not to that he would be the one working.I argued saying I wanted to work but I loved him so much.That I went with it.Kay let go and I quickly pulled down my shirt and started to burp him.

"I'm so sorry baby this is all my fault he left us because of me",Kay looked at me with a cute smile.

That same cute smile that the person I loved most had.The person who took my heart.The person who asked me to run away with him.The person who asked me to marry him.The person who I walked with leaving that hospital with our new born son.

The door opened quickly.With little hope I hoped it was him but instead I saw Jin.I sobbed Jin grabbed Kay and gave him to namjoon who was also carrying namjin.Jin hugged me tightly.He let me wet his clothes with all my tears.I cried hard thinking of the time we had together.I left my family for him I gave up my dream of being an idol for him.I gave everything to him and he left with it all.

"What will I do now",I cried out.

"Move in with us I will take care of Kay while you get a job okay"

"No I can't you have a family I will just be a burden to you",Jin chuckled.

"Why wouldn't I want one of my children living wit me come on I'm literally your mom",I smiled and hugged him tightly.

"Here let's make some food and then we can sleep and tomorrow we will pack and we can get you moved inside",I nodded.

"Oh how cute",he squished my cheeks.

He made pasta and other dishes.I know they were trying to cheer me up by making jokes.But I just ate and watched them laugh and play.They were a perfect family together with kids no fighting they were perfect for each other.I guess it wasn't meant to be for me.After everyone was done me and Jin cleaned and we went to sleep.Me and Kay sleepers on our well my bed and Jin and namjoon slept with their kids in the guest bedroom.

That was the first chapter I know it's different but I'm trying to improve.