Why/I'm sorry

Finally moving in

Jungkook's (P.O.V)

I was finally out of the hospital the doctor had prescribed a medication to help me get stronger.The others had finally moved in while I was still in the hospital.

"Wow this place is huge how could you afford this",I asked looking around in astonishment.

"Well I've been saving up for a while and my song just went rival so that really helped as well",namjoon said looking proudly at the house.

"Well it isn't home yet",jimin said.

"Once this baby is born our big family will be perfect",jimin said hugging me.

"Hey don't squash my niece or nephew",yugyeom said pulling me away from jimin.

I giggled and walked over to the car seat.That Kay was in he was fast asleep snoring loudly.

"My baby is sleepy huh",I picked him up and rocked him.

"Come on kook your the only one that hasn't seen your room go ahead",I nodded and walked upstairs following jimin.

"Here you are",I gasped this was bigger then then kitchen I had before.

The huge king size bed was in the middle with a fluffy rug around the bed.There was a big crib right next to it with blue see through curtains hanging from the top.Two huge windows with a small balcony.A huge Tv with a fake fire place at the bottom.In the other corner was three sofas and a coffee table.

I walked into the restroom.The walls were marble with a little blue and silver.The sink was huge and had cabinets on the side.The toilet was made of the same material as the walls.The shower was tall and see through.The tub was huge and had many buttons on the side.

"Wow this is amazing I'm impressed",I laughed.

"My room is across the hall if you need something",I nodded and he left.

"Look baby this is our new house and room we will make new memories here with you brother or sister I promised nothing bad will happen to you",I kissed his forehead and walked into the closet.

Jimin had put everything in and organized it half was mine and the other half was Kay's it was amazing.I heard a little bell ringing and looking for the source.I opened a cabinet next to the tv it had bells and under them signs.The sign under the bell ringing said kitchen.

"This is like how they had it in the castle in the olden times",I walked downstairs into the kitchen.

I had put Kay in his new crib I had fed him on the way here so he won't wake up.I sat down on the huge table my stomach growled.I blushed and covered my face embarrassed.

"There is nothing to be embarrassed by being hungry here you get the first serving",Jin served me some food and I started eating.

"So is anyone else moving in",I asked.

"Well I think we are missing just I think three people",namjoon answered.

"It's five we still need Jackson,mark,jinyoung,Jae I'm,and youngjae",yugyeom said.

"So kook what jobs are you thinking of doing",bam bam asked.

"I don't know but I saw a cute cafe on the way here I will go tomorrow and check if they are hiring.

"I'll go with you I also need a job",jimin said hurriedly.

"No more talking and eat",Jin said slamming his hands on the table.

"But maaaa I want to talk to big brother jungkookie",namseok said pouting and pushing his plate away.

"Fine",Jin signed rubbing his belly.

"Are you okay jinnie",namjoon asked getting worried.

"Yeah the baby is just stretching I'm guessing I feel pressure on my bladder and rib cage.

"Listen here princess let your mom eat",namjoon said talking to his unborn daughter.

"Know you made her mad she keeps kicking I'm going to the restroom",he got up and waddled into the restroom near the living room.

"Please don't kick me a lot when you get bigger your brother did that a lot it hurts",I said to my flat stomach.

"Cute",turned around to see jimin smiling at me.

"Thanks",he grabbed my hand.

"I just want you to know I will always be there for you understand",I nodded and hugged him.

"Thanks hyung I really needed that"

"Alright alright jimin and jungkook what's better for a child's name Cameron or kimchi",I widened my eyes remembering that moment.

~flashback~

"Tae no",I whined getting away from him.

"Nope",he said pouncing on me.

He started to tickle me in the sides pinning me down as I trashed around.

"Stop I'm going to pee",I cried

"Nope not until you let me name our baby kimchi",he said kissing my neck making me gasp.

"No we are not naming our kid after food",I quickly grabbed his face and kissed up.He smiled into the kiss and lifted me up.

He put me in a sitting position with him laying in the middle of my legs.

"Look at you",he cooed at my three month old baby bump.

"You've gotten so big baby",he was rubbing small circles around my belly.

"Tae stop that tickles",I giggled as he started to kiss my stomach.

"I love you and our baby",he said getting up and kissing me on the lips.

"Me too"

~end of flashback~

"Jungkook are you okay",namjoon asked.

"Yeah I'm just going to eat this in my room I want to be alone",I got up and walked upstairs.

I checked on Kay to see he was still in deep sleep.I smiled but that quickly went away when I turned around.I always hated big beds it always reminds me of how it feels when there is nobody at your side.I laid down and ruffled my hair.

What am I going to do I asked myself.I miss him so much I don't know how I got this far without breaking inside.He already found someone else he never needed me was all the time we spend together.Did it not matter to him at all was my love for him a game.I wiped away my tears and turned around the bright big moon shined into the windows .

"I believe there is a bunny on the moon",I heard taehyung say in my head.

"You are the bunny and I'm the moon remember that when we are apart to you can know even if we are miles and miles apart I'm still there",I cried remembering his sweet words when we were in the hospital.

It was a august third at 10:48 pm my contractions were killing me.

"The baby isn't in the right position we he gives birth like this the baby could die",screamed my nurse.

"He's losing a lot of blood",screamed another.

"We are going to have to make an emergency               c-section sir I'm going to have to ask you to leave",everything was hazy now.

"Hey I'm going to have to leave the moon is so bright I believe there is a bunny on the moon You are the bunny and I'm the moon remember that when we are apart to you can know even if we are miles and miles apart I'm still there",he kissed me on the forehead and left.

Why did you have to leave me I cried.I gripped the bed sheets I was shaking very hard.I hate you so much but I love you so much at the same time.

I know I haven't posted here I am so sorry but here is is hope you enjoy it