I still sit
Underneath the willow
I sit and wonder
When will you return to me?
I look over the horizon
And watch the sun set.
Fore it has been 3 years,
And you still have not come back
I take a deep breath
As beads run down my face
Many tell me just let go
It'll be alright
You are strong and you can for get and move in
Fore you have so much more left
I look at them all
With a light smile
One that is broken, for so long
They've all looked at it
Have seen it
But they all are still fooled.
My smile is not real
And the heart they think i have left
Is nothing more than just dust now
Fore i have nothing left
I had given it away thinking that it could be healed, fixed, and i wouldn't have to worry
But i was foolish to have believed that i was loved
and that you would have come back to me
And give back
what was never left.
~ J
