day 2

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( Curtis pov)

To day we are going home.
The doctor have said that if I warned to have him home I code.
I know haw to care for him I've been doing it for the last year.
The doctor had set up the things he need at are houses already.
I will him down the hall and check him out of the hospital.
In a way it felt like that was me singing the paper that said I give up. I except that we only have 24 day left together. That's it.

I look down at Marshall as we wait out sid for dre.
" why are you staring at me for" he asks.
" because..... I want to remember everything about you" I say trying not to cry.
I fill like that's all I do these day.
" Curtis we still have 24 days left And you never know we might have more. " he said
Dre's car pulls up and he get out.
" hay" dre said approaching us.
He looks as if he he's been crying just as much as us .
He gently bends down and hugs Marshall.
" You ready to go home? " dre asks.
We have spent the last 3 months manly in tho hospital maybe being home for a day or two ever naw and then.
But whit the constant chemotherapy we had to be in the hospital.

" so ready" Marshall said.
See smiles at him.
" You ready Curtis " I nod.

After getting all of are belonging in to the car and Marshall in the back seat whit out hurting him.
We finely head of home.
Driving a way from the hospital is biter sweet.
On one hand I code finely have Marshall home. But in the over hand....... That was it no more chemotherapy no more solutions that's it.
He was just left to slowly die.
And the fact that they said he had 25 days left that he would pars away on Christmas day was just another kick in the gut.
I look I the mirror so I can see Marshall in the back seat next to the luggage.
He's falling a sleep.
I smile at him but he doesn't notice he's to tired.
Tiers fill my eyes again.
Why do I have to lose him.
I know I shod be prepared for this he's had cancer for a year naw.
I shod be prepared for this but I'm not. I don't know if I code or would ever be prepared to lose him.

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