In search of happiness ~don't recommend reading this-

Mine

Chp.14

Liam's POV

The ride home was silent, and the mood seemed tense. Well it was. Skyler hasn't woken up yet, and she's still shivering. Should I be worried?

We got to the hotel and the driver drove us through the back to avoid the paps.

We all scrambled out of the car and Niall took of his jacket and put is on sky who was still in my arms. I gave him a weak smile and walked to the lift.

We got to the flat's door and Lou opened the door and held it so that I could walk in.

I went to our room and laid her on the bed. I went over to the closet and got her one of my oversized T-shirts and a pair of her pajama shorts. I walked back to where she was sleeping and pulled the three jackets she had on off and threw them on the floor. I took of her shoes and socks. Then I took of her shirt and pants.

Oh my god. She's so beautiful.

Beautiful with scars and everything. She has some scars on her stomach, and many near her rib cage. But other than that she's absolutely perfect. Actually, her scars are what makes her perfect. I slowly, trying not to wake her up, put the shirt and shorts on her and tucked her under the covers. I then stripped down to only my boxers and got in bed with her. I gently pulled her close to me. She must really be out of it, she didn't even stir when I touched her.

I sighed and fell asleep worrying over her.

..........................

I woke up at eight in the morning with Skyler still safely in my arms. I smiled down at her and kissed her forehead.

Again she didn't move. That's weird, every time I touch her when she's asleep or didn't see me she jumps a mile up in the air.

I groaned. I just remembered today we have to go to the recording studio. Great.

I got up and took a shower. I got dressed in jeans and a gray shirt with a the white converse logo on it and put on my red converse.

I walked to the kitchen and found everyone already up and eating breakfast. I decided to let Skyler sleep a little longer, with her being sick and all.

"Good morning mate" Niall said when he saw me.

All their heads turned to me and they said their choruses of good morning's.

I just smiled and sat down. It feels like I'm dying with Skyler being sick I swear I just can't stand it! Why can't life give her a damn break?

"Where's Skyler?" Kendall asked.

"Sleeping. I'm worried, she didn't even move a muscle when I changed her clothes, or wrapped my arms around her last night or this morning when I gave her a kiss on the forehead" I sighed.

"Did you see them?" Kendall said just above a whisper. She had tears in her eyes. Wait see what?

What is she talking about?

Oh.. the scars.

"Yeah, but I honestly couldn't care less. She's still beautiful. But I am worried though. What should we do?" I asked trying to change the subject.

"Babe, what's wrong?" Harry asked wrapping her in a hug. She just shook her head and looked directly at me.

"You might not be able to erase those, or any whatsoever, but maybe just maybe you can heal some of them" she said.

"I will" I whispered. I promise I will.

"What did we miss here?" Zayn said.

I just gave him and Lou a look saying I'll explained later. Harry and Niall were talking to Kendall so they didn't notice.

"We have to go to the studio to record some parts today. What are we going to do with Skyler?" Harry asked.

"Let's just put something warm on her and take her.. don't wake her up, if she's that sick I doubt she will be waking up anytime soon" Kendall said.

"Okay, wait for me in the car, I'll go get her" I said nodding.

They all nodded and walked out the door, but Zayn stayed.

"You need something mate?" I asked him getting up

"What happened?" he asked in a serious tone.

"huh?" I dumbly answered.

What happened with what?

"Oh"

"Yes, now tell me what happened" here comes Zayn the overprotective older brother.

"Come here, I think it would be better if I showed you" I said waving to him.

We walked into my room and Skyler was still under the covers cuddled in a little ball. She looks so weak and fragile; it brought tears to my eyes. So pale, and in pain.

Zayn noticed because next thing I know he's wrapping me in a hug. I sighed and hugged him back.

"She's gonna be all right mate" he whispered before letting go.

I nodded weakly and went over to the closet to get her some gray sweats and a white long sleeved shirt. I also got one of my dark gray shirts for her, I love it when she wears my clothes. It shows that she's my girl.

My princess.

Mine to hold.

Mine to sleep with.

Mine to play with her hair.

Mine to call babe, love and princess.

Mine to hug.

Mine to be my world.

Mine to help.

Mine to make smile.

I could go on forever with that list.

I took the covers of her and she started shaking. I quickly took of her shirt, or well mine, and her shorts.

Zayn gasped and came over. I forgot he was here. I was in la la land. I looked up at him, tears burning in my eyes again. Why would someone be so cruel to this girl. What has she done to deserve this? No one deserves to be hated by their own mom.

Zayn also had tears in his eyes, threatening to spill. He took a deep breath before speaking.

"Her mother?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.

I just nodded, I not trusting my voice.

His fist and jaw clenched, and his face got red. He was boiling with anger. I understand, I would be too if I weren't feeling so depressed.

I realized Skyler was still half naked on the bed, shivering. I quickly pulled the clothes on and put one of my oversized hoodies on her. I got one of her winter scarves, and a grey beanie. I put it on her along with her ray ban's in case there is paparazzi. I put on her uggs and picked her up. Zayn seemed to be calmed down now.

We walked out to the lift and downstairs to the car where everyone was waiting in the car.'

Zayn got in first and handed him Skyler, then got in myself. I took skyler from Zayn back to my arms and rested my head against the window.

The car ride was silent, once again. But not awkward. Everyone seemed deep in thought.

When we got to the studio we went in and I laid sky on the couch. I got three fluffy blankets and put them on her.

Kendall sat down on the chair next to the couch and the lads and I went in the booth to start recording.

Singing has always helped me with stress, so after 6 hours of recording I was feeling so much better.

We recorded for six hours straight. Didn't even stop for food or to take a loo. I'm proud of Niall.

When we walked out of the booth I saw Skyler's eyes flutter open, she saw me and tried to stand up but the minute she put weight on her legs she fainted