PTSD

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(Previously)

Before I began drifting off to sleep she gave me a hug and assured me that no one is going to come and get me in my sleep then turned the light off. I couldn't help but snuggle close to her because I love feeling the warmth of someone else, it's a feeling I never got to experience before.

I honestly feel So overwhelmed, It's crazy how much my life had changed in just a day. One day I'm being tortured and the next I'm living a normal life... well almost normal, And with that thought I was consumed by my tiredness.

(Present)

~Morning~

(Tabane's Point of view)

I couldn't help but look at Y/N- chan as he slept, he looked so adorable as he snuggled close to me. Even the shirt that I gave him is too big for him so it covers both his hands which I find even more cute. He looks so peaceful right now. I wish I could let him sleep a bit more but these next couple of years are going to be very important. I need to train him to become an expert with his IS and also he is a bit skinny so I need to help him build his body so he can grow up to become a big, strong, and handsome man.

I then proceeded to shake him to wake him up.

~Y/N's Point of view~

I was sleeping peacefully until I felt someone shake me telling me to wake up.
This caused me to jump up and scream.

Y/N: No!!!!! Please no more experiments!!

Tabane: Calm down Y/N-Chan! I was just waking you up so we could go get some breakfast and then after that we can start training.(she said with concern)

Y/N: I'm sorry. Its just that I keep forgetting that I'm not being held captive anymore. It's always on my mind no matter how much I try to forget about it . I guess it's just impossible to leave behind  what happened in the past.

I then gave an evil smirk.

Y/N: At least they are all dead. All it took was a couple shots to the head to make me feel at ease.

She kind of just gave me a concerned look after that.

Tabane: Um...

Y/N: I'm sorry.

She then pulled me into a hug which made me smile.

Tabane: I understand you might be suffering from ptsd, but I want you to know that I'm always going to be here for you no matter what, What happened to you was tragic indeed but things are going to be different now.

Y/N: I'm glad it's all over, but now that it is, it really makes me question my existence. What is my purpose of being on this Earth. I appreciate you giving me another chance at life, but now that I think about it I feel like I was just better off dead.

She then looked at me with a sad face.

Tabane: But Y/N- Chan, I care about you. I don't want to see you die. I want to see you grow up and become big and strong one day.

She then went back to her childish self and shoved my face in between her large breasts. I was happy because it was the first time someone has ever actually cared about me and acknowledged that I was a person too, but.... I couldn't breathe.

Y/N: Umm... Ms. Shinonono.. your suffocating me again.

Tabane: Sorry Y/N- Chan

Right after she let me go, my stomach growled which made my cheeks heat up from embarrassment.

Tabane just giggled.

Tabane: Looks like somebody is hungry! Let's go get some breakfast.

5 minutes later

Tabane and I were currently in her dinning room eating breakfast. This was the first time I had actual food. Since I was always fed shitty food in little portions while in captivity, when Tabane started cooking breakfast I begged her to make a lot of food. I was so hungry that as soon as she put the plate down in front of me on the table, I had finished it.

Y/N: *burp* wow that really hit the spot.

Tabane: Yay! Yay! Y/N- Chan loves my food! (She cheered childishly)

I just face palmed because she acted more like a child then I did.

Tabane: Alright, now  lets go do some IS training!

She then grabbed me by my hand and start running somewhere.

Tabane: Let's Hurry Y/N! You only have the next 5 years to train before you enroll into the IS academy.

Jesus Christ Is this girl on crack or something?! Aww man I think I'm going to be sick, I just finished eating and now she dragging me around with her.

After about a few minutes of me being dragged around, we finally arrived at a humongous training facility that was located underneath her lab.

Y/N: Wow it's so huge!

Tabane: Haha! That's what she said!

Y/N: huh? What do you mean by that?

Tabane: Oh nothing. Your too young to understand Y/N-Chan. (She said playfully)

But then she got serious

Tabane: okay Y/N now call for your IS.

Y/N: oh okay.. I think I remember what you told me earlier about summoning it. Come to me!!! Mamoru!!

Right after I said this, the same bright red light in my chest shinned again.

A/N: Okay people, this is the end of the chapter. Next chapter will be IS training which will be out in about an hour or so. Let me know how this story is so far because I really like the direction in which it is going.

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