Many people say that the birthmarks you have now are scars from what had in your past life but have you ever really thought about what could have happened to leave them there?
Jessi had never really thought about her birthmarks and how they were significant in her past life until one day when her friends got onto the topic of freckles and birthmarks. They had told Jessi about what many people had believed about them but she didn’t really believe what they were saying.
When she got home that night, she started to notice all of her different birthmarks. She knew they had always been there but she never really payed real close attention until now.
She began to notice the small white lines scattering her thighs, or the white scars on her arms. Jessi figured that there was no way to actually confirm her history in past lives so she just let the topic go and carried on with life.
Jessi was right, there was no way to really tell what had happened to her but that doesn’t stop the birthmarks from forming on her skin.
What Jessi would never figure out was that in her past life, she would hurt herself as much and as often as she could. She would never know that those white scars on her arms are from the countless times she had burned and cut her own skin. She would never discover that the scars on her thighs are from the same torture she had done.
As many birthmarks as Jessi currently has, those don’t even show half of what she did to herself. She may think that she had too many to count but really if there was a scar for everything she had ever done to herself, there would be thousands of tiny markings all over her body, showing all of the terrible things she did to her own body.
Although Jessi has many tiny birthmarks scattered everywhere, she will never find the biggest one, located on the right side of her head.
Because of Jessi’s hair, you cannot see this birthmark, but it is there, almost invisible.
This particular birthmark was when Jessi’s past self had finally succeeded. Her past self was never happy, always harming herself to control the pain. One day her past self couldn’t take it anymore and decided to finally just end all of it.
She stole her brother’s gun for the night and with one bullet successfully shot and killed herself at the age of 16, finally ending the both physical, and mental torture.
But Jessi would never know any of this and would never attempt to continue it, right?
