Part10. Hopeless life

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~Tord's POV~
So Edd's been taking forever to tell him. Did he change his mind and buy more cola? Pfft you wish, I mean he has plenty to have, or to share but will he share? Nah. I've been thinking.... Matt looks nervous around me and I don't know why...
Does he have feelings for me? A rebel, a reject a douchbag, a loner and never loved by anyone.
Even my parents hated me. They nicknamed me thunder when I was younger, also still was a trouble maker. Also my name means The lord of thunder, thunder can cause trouble... ah fuck it. I guess they predicted the future I guess.

~Matt's POV~
Heh... well why do I feel strange around him, normally he doesn't care but... eh... ((I know it's a Tomedd ship)) well ummm okay I might have a likings of Tord... "Sigh". Welp I'm not gay for myself anymore... It's him I'm gay for he doesn't know it .Anyways Tom's been more talkative lately and well... sometimes hides but is sharing his voice with us and it's better than before.
I know, I know it sounds crazy but I think ugh I don't want to say it, it's embarrassing for me and yeah.

~Edd's POV~
Now I feel like Tom, just wanting to hide away from everyone, alone feeling like a piece of god damn garbage that drinks cola and works at at a cafe.
But seriously, I feel love for Tom and he doesn't know, I don't want him to know. But oh well, I guess he'll find out eventually but real question is "does he feel the same way to me?" But at least he's opening up more often to us, not like I have a problem with it but it was sad. I hope he feels better soon.
That day, that one single day I heard him sing and play Susan made me feel happy but sad at the same time, I don't know why.
At least I heard him speak again and that's a good thing.

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