Demonic Love

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Shu
I stood up and went towards the kitchen to grab a cup of water to later sit down on the table to think of what to do . I thought of burning up my mother's corpse to ashes and throwing them down the sink and cleaning all the evidence that I.......... a-ate her. And that's what I did and to be honest it looked like nothing happened when something did happen. I later went to my room. If the police ever come wondering if I had seen mom I could just say that I hadn't. If they get suspicious and ask the neighbors and if they say yes they might think I did something to her . And will check our apartment and I can just let them find her purse in her room . And I can act like how in the world it got there and when did she even come ? They can later start discussing about what might've happened to her . And maybe come up to the conclusion of that she was killed or kidnaped . And they can later tell me and I can act like if I was shocked or act like a broken down kid even tho I already am I still can't believe that I ate her . And if they come up with the conclusion of that she was killed after a few days or weeks. I will be able of reading her testimony and see what she left me . Mmm I think that's good enough and still if they get suspicious about me it'll be impossible to discover why I would've killed or hurt her . So that'll leave them to keep searching but on  me and other people trying to discover who did . And when they don't find any clues of progress they'll give up . With that I go to my mother's room to try and discover who is my father or any clues of who he is. I went through all her diaries but then found her diary of when she was 18 and read it and I didn't expect it. My mother developed feelings for a demon? His name was Asmodeus?
Didn't expect that now did ya 😋
But when she became pregnant she discovered his true colors and thought about what she'll do with me . She didn't want me to be a monster so she didn't tell him and left him . And I also discovered that I was half demon that might've explained why I ate her and her soul . At this point I was scared I didn't want to be a demon I don't know anything about being one what if I can't control it what will I do what if I hurt my friends. I'll never forgive myself if that ever happens but at the same time I don't want to die because of being half demon. I fixed everything up and put it on its place to later get out of there and search up about this so called father of mine . I went into my room grabbed my computer and search him up . Asmodeus in Jodie-Islamic lore is the king of earthly spirits and is one of the seven princes of hell ! And each one of these represent one of the seven deadly sins . And Asmodeus represents lust ! So he just used my mother !! No wonder why she said he was a bad influence he's a demon for gods sake ! Wince ' ow what was that' . It looks like my demon side is now open. Sigh this is to much I better get some rest tomorrow was Sunday so I could rest all I want know and try to calm down . But before I shut down my computer I noticed something that I didn't before.
Sorry for those who like having religions as they must be but in this story it will be different and many other things as well
Asmodeus Ademar ? I never heard about him and whoever he is I feel bad for what his parents named him I click on it and read the passage. It was about America's wealthiest man he is single and has no children and a lot of woman always try to seduce him . And he owns many successful companies throughout America , Europe, and Asia . And he is 30 years old and is a idle to many . When I finished reading it was already night so I put my computer away and change into my pjs and go to sleep.