Somethings Fucking Wrong With Me

Chapter 9

Melon's POV

My head was honestly still in the clouds after what just happened, I can't believe I just had sex with Dom, it was amazing and he made me feel things I've never felt with another guy before but I knew my high had to come to an end and I had to go back to the harsh reality.

I was now stood in front of my sister, her looking at me like a lost puppy that knew that it was going to get told off for doing something it shouldn't have only problem was I was so long for words I didn't know what to say or how to even start without upsetting her or it ending in a fight.

I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out. I felt like such a bad sister not seeing what was happening in front of me, I knew my sister sometimes had bad thoughts but I didn't know how bad it was and what she was doing to herself.

"I know what this is about" she said in a low voice looking down avoiding eye contact.

"Why?" was the only thing that could come out of my mouth.

"Reasons" she said shrugging still avoiding eye contact.

"Lizzie!" I snapped; I could feel my blood starting to boil at the fact she wouldn't talk to me.

Her eyes snapped up at me, fear in them trying to think what to say next but nothing was coming to mind so it resulted in her just sighing in defat and looking back down again.

"Lizzie, please talk to me" by this point I sounded desperate just wanted to be able to help her in any form I can.

We stood in silence for a few seconds our breathing and the very quiet talking of the boys in the other room being the only thing in the air till a thought came into my head and I knew it was a horrible thing to do but maybe it was the only thing to do.

"You can let Colsen a guy you don't even know help you but not someone you've known since birth?" you could hear the slight hint of anger in my voice, I was a little jealous that she let him help but till last night I was clueless about the full thing going on behind closed doors, was she doing this to herself when I wasn't at home? Or did she do it when I was right next door.

Her eyes snapped back at up at me and I could tell she was biting her tongue; I could see the slight anger in her eyes thinking something but not letting herself say it.

"Says the girl who just fucked a guy on the sofa and only knew him for one night, plus you can't talk Melon. Has Dom seen your little secrets because I bet you would let him help you, you let him do more earlier" her words hit like venom, I never knew my own sister could be so horrible of course we fight but this wasn't one of those types of fights this was a who could hurt the other person more and so far she was winning.

I went to open my mouth to try fight back but before I could both boys walked into the kitchen, Dom wrapping his arms around my waist from behind and Colsen walking towards Lizzie wrapping one arm around her so she could fall into his side.

"I think you should both breath for a minute before someone gets hurt" Colsen said kissing Lizzie softly on the forehead.

"I agree, I know you guys are feeling all sorts right now but do what Colsen said and take a breather" I turn around and look at Dom, I could see the worry in his eyes and I knew him and Colsen just wanted the best for us both.

I sighed taking in a deep breath resting my head on Dom's chest, I felt one of his arms leave my waist and go up to my hair softly playing with it trying to calm me down.

"I just wanted to help" I muttered into Dom's chest so only he could hear, I was so close to tears by this point.

"I know" he said back in a quiet tone kissing my hair rocking him and myself back and forth.

I could hear Closen saying something to Lizzie but in a whispering tone so she could only hear as Dom hummed into my hair not letting me go from his chest. The feeling of having him so close by helped me calm down and even though I've only known him for 24 hours it feels like he's been there for me for years.

Soon I heard Lizzie cough causing me to move from Dom's chest to turn around and look at her, she was looking at me with hints of guilt in her eyes with a dash of pain and fear.

"I know we both have our own problems, I didn't want to push yours aside and make mine seem more important because you know that's not the case, Melon there isn't a day that goes by I don't worry about you, your my own flesh and blood and I would die for you" I watched as Lizzie poured her heart out in one big rushed sentence Colsen not leaving her side.

I stood there processing what she had to say, I know everyone has bad days and my sister knows of my past, if it wasn't for her I could be dead right now but I couldn't help but feel selfish. All this time she was worrying about me and I was too blind and stupid to see my sister, my own flesh and blood was in so much more pain.

I felt tears start to run down my face as I bit my lip trying to not cry but then a small whimper left my mouth.

I closed my eyes feeling the tears run down my cheeks as I felt more guilt rush over me the fact I was being so selfish always acting like the only one that has problems when clearly my sister was in so much more mental pain that me.

Soon I felt a pair of arms wrap round me that wasn't Dom's. I opened my eyes to be met by my sister's brown ones and all I could do was let more tears fall as I cuddled into her smelling her rose perfume.

"I'm sorry" was the only thing I could get out my mouth trying my hardest to make the tears stop.

"Me too" she whispered back kissing my hair before hugging me tighter to the point it was hard to breath but I wasn't going to ask her to let go.

We stayed like this for what felt like hours just hugging not wanting to let go of each other, when we finally did I looked up at her with a small sheepish smile.

"I love you" I said in almost a whisper whipping my face.

"Love you too Mel" she said giving me one last hug before walking back to Colsen who once again pulled her into his side in almost an over protective way.

I looked at Dom who then wrapped his arms around me again squeezing me slightly to make me feel better.

"I saw Happy Potter dvd's in the living room how about we chill and give them a watch?" Colsen asked which we all nodded too.

We all sat on the sofas, myself and Dom on one and Lizzie and Colsen cuddled up on the other. The movie started and I could hear Colsen telling Lizzie small stupid facts about the movie causing her to laugh.

I felt Dom kiss my cheek pulling me closer to him so I was almost sitting on his lap and as the movie continued I felt my body start to relax against his as he ran his fingers up and down my leg helping me relax more in his touch.