Heartbroken

Chapter 3

Hey guys! It's been ages since I last updated.... four months? Wow, oops XD I've been so busy I just haven't had time to update, and now I finally got to it :)Well, here's the next chapter. Enjoy! 

Alaska's POV:

The rest of the day passed in a blur. I probably should have been paying more attention because of the whole "new school" thing, but still. The majority of my day standing up in front of the classroom, choking out my name, and keeping my head stuck in a book whenever I could. Gosh, school was stressful.

It also didn't help that Dawson was in almost every class of mine, and I can't get my mind off him. I just met the guy for crying out loud! He's probably got girls lined up, waiting for him to give them even the slightest bit of attention. Love at first sight doesn't exist, and neither does a relationship with Dawson.

I drove home and made dinner for my mom and myself. My mom is the head surgeon at the local hospital, and wont be home for a couple hours.

After I made dinner, I changed into fuzzy pajama pants and my favorite Dan and Phil t-shirt, and turned on my laptop. I scroll through tumblr for a good hour and a half when my phone buzzed. It's a text from my best friend, Eleanor. 

Eleanor: Hey ;) how was your first day of school? See any youtuber look-alikes?

Eleanor was obsessed with YouTube, just like me. She has short curly blond hair and startling green eyes. We've been friends bascially since birth, and despite her short frame, she's a spitfire. Say one wrong thing, and she'll explode. 

I smiled and texted her back: Pretty good! and unfortunately, no, but I'll keep an eye out ;)

She responded less than a minute later: Thanks. So..... see any cute guys? come on, you promised to tell me if you did!!!

I sat there for a minute, debating if I should tell her about Dawson. There really isn't a reason not to, besides the fact that it was illogical to feel the way I did so fast. Because it was. I wrote: kind of. theres this guy that caught my eye, but idk. i doubt anything will happen. dont get too excited.

Eleanor: wHAT?!?! WHATS HE LIKE? IS HE HOT DOES HE DO SPORTS OMG WAIT DOES HE LIKE ALL TIME LOW

I sighed aloud and shook my head. She is ridiculous.

I texted her back: calm down there, psycho. I just met the guy. he sat by me at lunch, but that was only because I was by myself. no big deal XD

She answered a few minutes later: ughhh, fine. well, keep me updated, because I smell a romance a'comin ;)

No chill, I swear. Eleanor and I texted for a while after that, then we said our goodbyes. I ate dinner alone, simply because I was starving and I couldn't wait for my mom to get home. I went back into the cave to scroll through tumblr.

My mind started to wander, and I couldn't focus on the internet anymore. I was so nervous for school tomorrow. What if I didn't find a friend here? Someone to have sleepovers with, and watch movies with and talk about girly stuff like boys. Dawson, my mind thought, and I instantly scolded myself. He's a dumb boy I'd just met a few hours ago, why was I still thinking about him? I don't know anything about him. For all I know, he could be a total jerk who only wanted to talk to me because he wanted to get something out of me, like the other boystoday had. But something tells me he isn't the way I expect him to be. There's something about him that's... different. Makes me feel off, for some reason. In a good way or bad way, I don't know. All I know is that I can't do anything until I get to know him more, or at least see him tomorrow. If he'll even talk to me.