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I feel like something is going to happen, it's not one of those good feelings either. I don't know what it is but my stomach has been cramping up on walks and my lower back continues to have a sharp pain. I don't take this as a good sign and just wanted to write something for my baby.

Dear Elizabeth, 

You are my everything, as you can tell. Even though I am not able to celebrate a thing with you I am there still, maybe not physical but there. My deployment should be ended soon, I don't know when though as they continue to push back the dates for everyone. I can't wait to get out of here, I want to see my beautiful lass. It hurts to not be able to be there for you, I wish I could be but with my career we know that is nearly impossible, especially with dating. I can't really get mad if you cheat ya know, I am not able to do a thing, not even talk to you or see your smile. You mean the world to me and I can't wait for you to be something more than just a girlfriend. 

I love you.

-James

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