Beyoncé's POV.
3rd June, 2020
NewYork city.
"I feel sorry for her damn Bey" My producer Rex said shaking his head.
"Play it over for me please" He gave me the thumbs up playing my song.
[Verse 1]
I wish I could believe you, then I'd be alright
But now everything you told me really don't apply to the way I feel inside
Loving you was easy, once upon a time
But now my suspicions of you have multiplied
And it's all because you lied.
[Chorus]
I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like I haven't tried to forget this
But I'm much too full of resentment.
"When this song releases she gone know she fucked up" Rex chuckled stopping the music.
"Who said it's about Nicki?" I asked curiously.
"I be on Instagram Bey, I'm not that old"
I guess everyone and their mama knows what Onika did.
I really didn't want to hate the mother of my kids but it was very hard not doing so. She embarrassed me like I was just another hoe on her hit list.
I sighed not letting her get my mood down.
I heard my phone ding besides me, I picked it up seeing a text from Troyce.
Troyce 🤔: Good morning Bey🤞🏽 I hope we can soon get together, would be a pleasure catching up with you again 💛
After yesterday Troyce and I been messaging each other back and forth. I didn't even know how much I low key missed our friendship.
Me: Good morning. Kelly and I are suppose to be going out tonight for drinks, maybe you can join if you're not busy.
Troyce🤔: I would love to. Can't wait to see that pretty face again in person, tired of looking at your Instagram account ☺️😂
I blushed, this is not the first time he texted something flirty but I honestly wasn't going there with him.
It doesn't take a rocket scientist to know that I'm still hung up on Onika.
"Who got you over there smiling girl?" Rex nosey ass asked.
"Mind your business Rex" I chuckled putting my phone away.
"Let me find out its Nicki Minaj" He smirked doing something on the soundboard.
I rolled my eyes hearing her name. Onika and I only communicate when it's something to do with the twins other than that I don't be caring to hear from her.
Rihanna and all them other hoes can have her at this point.
I'm glad that my kids have another sibling but what she did was just down right dirty. How you claim to love someone and do shit like that? It doesn't make sense.
First it was Shia and I forgave her for that because she was before me but her dumbass repeated the same mistake and didn't tell me about Rihanna's pregnancy, she actually lied telling me she was not pregnant when the Internet was suspecting she was.
I regret not following my woman instincts maybe if I stop thinking with my heart and start thinking with my brain I'll be better at this love stuff.
