Frustration

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Third person P.O.V.~
He was looking afar with his usual angry look. Though he seemed calm on the outside, on the inside was a whole other story. He had a sea of emotions flowing inside him and he didn't know what to do about it. He was frustrated, very frustrated. Why was this happening to him? Why is it that everytime this person was in his line of sight his heart would beat uncontrollably and he felt butterflies in his stomach? Why him? He kept asking these questions getting angrier at himself every second. He sighed loudly and stood up and walked to his room slamming the door closed, startling the bystanders nearby.

Bakugou's P.O.V.~
I slammed the door and plopped unto my bed landing face first. I was very mad. Or better said agitated. Why am I having these feelings? I'm having feelings for the one person I hated the most. That quirkless loser. Why him out of all people? That useless deku. There was nothing special about him anyway! He had that dumb personality that was so annoying and that big fluffy green hair that flowed gently in the breeze..and those stupid big emerald eyes...I shake my head. NO! what am I thinking?!? Something must be wrong with me, extremely wrong. Which idiot would fall for the person you hate and bullied your whole life? DINNGG! Apparently me.. I  take A pillow and throw it. "ARGH! WHY AM I SO STUPID?!?!" I yell at myself and start hitting the other pillow against my head hoping it would knock some sense into me. Why couldn't I like someone better? Like maybe kirishima? Hes obviously way more better then that Damn deku. But apparently my brain doesn't work. I sigh and just close my eyes trying to clear my mind. KNOCK KNOCK!- I heard someone knocking on the door. I get up rubbing my head and open the door to see a worried kirishima. "What the hell do you want?" I said with an annoyed look. "Uh well..I wanted to know if anything was wrong with you..." He said and scratched his neck with a nervous look. "Does it look like anythings wrong with me?" I put my arms out as a gesture to check how I looked. "Ah well no haha..you just looked very frustrated earlier and even slammed the door very loud." He  said. "Well..him..if everythings okay I guess ill leave now.." He said awkwardly and took a little step back. I just stared at him with an unimpressed look and just closed my door. "I might as well get some school work done..." I say and head to my mini work area and proceeded to start some math homework.

Izuku's P.O.V.-a couple min. Earlier~
I was in the living room area with everyone when my eyes landed on kacchan. He had his usual angry look and I wondered, how can someone be so angry all the time? I smiled to myself, well thats kacchan for you. I know that he just acts like that so that it makes him look intimidating but I know that he is actually very kind and calm. They're rare moments of course but I always keep them forged in my memory so that I can  remember those moments forever. Moments like those are just as important as kacchan is to me. Ill never say it but I really love him. I would say that's an overstatement but sadly, its not. I sigh, I'm pretty sure I loved him since middle school. Its kind of stupid, how do you even like someone who abused you and told you to die. Something must be wrong with me but oh well. I looked down sadly at my hands. The only thing is that I know he will never love me more so like me. He hates me to the very bone and I know it. But maybe its for the best right? I'm sure these feelings will fade away in time and I'll find someone who loves me and who I love back. But right now, it really aches here. I clutch my shirt in the area where my heart is. It really hurts. But its my fault for liking someone I know is going to hurt me..soon I felt a very strong stare on me and when I looked up I saw that it was kacchan. Why is he staring at me?!? Did I do something wrong? Do I look weird? Is there something on my face? I was then interupted in my thoughts when I saw kacchan suddenly stand up and walk to his room slamming the door shut. I slump over looking at the ground. See? Just by seeing me he got mad and went away. He really hates me...I feel tears welling up in my eyes and I stand and go to the bathroom. Why must I like him..
-chapter 1 end

~A/N hey guys! Itss MEE dah panda. Me and my friend thought of making this story so I hope you like it! Though I'm not really good at writing but oh well!

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