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~hey guy's I know its been awhile but this is something I wrote about me and whats been happening, It was supposed to be a song for my gf but it turned out more like a poem of sortes, I love all of you!!! muah!~

My Happiness

You all believe that i'm happy just because I am smiling, but do you really know how I'm feeling? Just because there's a smile on this face doesn't mean that everything is ok. I am depressed, I am sad, I put on a mask so you can't see the real me. My family describes me like i'm a little angel like I don't have any problems, but little do they know that everythings fucked up.

When I'm with my friends I can be open about all my problems and they won't judge me because there all going through the same thing. You know it's hard to be someone your not, people say that I'm always there, a nice person, a caring person who doesn't care what people say, well, that a lie. I'm insecure, I cut, I just want to die. But I can't, I'm not allowed I have something here that's keeping me grounded. It's a young girl about 14 she knows everything about me, so yah, were both girls but who gives a shit were in our own world. There were happy, there's no problems it's just me and her. But when we have to come back to the real world, were both just young girls, that love each other and won't let go, because we make eachother one whole.

When we get lost in each others eyes it just feels so right, she makes me forget about all the troubles, about all the pressure. When I'm stressed she lays me down and takes care of me she makes me feel right, like I finally belong somewhere in this world. When she kisses me she makes my heart warm, when she kisses my neck I feel butterflies, when she touches me I feel high. She calls me baby girl, cutie, sexy, and a beauty. She says I love you, your my whole world, my baby, my girl.