Emily pov.
should i fake being sick this time. yesterday i was really sick but then hailey and abby told me the news about everything. Zayn and his little band were back. don't get me wrong i think they are all talented but he didnt have to cut me off. instead i inspected myself once more in the mirror before heading off to school. i hade a cute outfit today. a pair of converse. my old ones that i couldn't seem to toss in the trash. you could see zayn on one show and malik with a heat fadied on each shoe. it was light and barely notiveable from when i tried to scrub it off. not such good luck. his said Emily Wood<3. i know he threw his away. i was wearing a pair of skinny jeans a tank top than was white and a cute doodle of a starbucks coffee cup. i had a beige scarf and a cut cream colored cardigan. i never wore a pound of makeup. just eyeliner and mascara. i wonder what Zayn will think about my new hair and if he'll like- stop you dont give a fudge what he thinks. i smiled proudly and ran to school. i unloaded my books from my locker getting ready for first period. i looked over to the empty locker next to mine. no one had used it since he'd left. it'd been empty still filled with his little bulletin board of picture and his notepad where he messily scribbled in his reminders. and in the corner the scratching that said I <3 EMMY stille there. i looked back at mine where it said I <3 ZAYNIE. we'd both gotten a detention for writing that. his pictures two of him posing with his mates at a football (soccer) game. then one of me on his shoulders playing chicken at the pool with some of our other friends. us in the middle of a snowball fight. one of him carrying me bridal style with me looking like crap and my foot in its cast dangling loosley. the one of us as little kids palying by the swings. the one that always made me wanna cry. us. as a couple, deeply concentrated with our kiss. i slammed the locker shut. and continued getting my books. i checked my red hair in the mirror. straightening out all the frzzys. i heard the loud morining buzz of the halls quietto a murmur. whispers of fangirls silently squealing. i peeked my head out to see one direction coming out of the principals office to be very confused clutching their class schedules for dear life, they awkwardly waving hi. zayn starined his neck looking for someone. his eyes landed on me his eyes widening at the site of me red hair. a smile was tugging at his lips. I didn't want to say a word to him. not a word. i broke the silence by slamming my locker shut causing everone to startle. then the first bell rang. " guys it's school, come on guys." i urged and evryone hurring about. I wasnt a queen here, i was nice to everyone and i guess i was likeable. zayn tried to jog up to me but i sped walked away. i could hear him quietly hear him yelling for me in the backgrounf. "wait emily! EMMY WAIT" and it was that nickname where he hit my weakspot causing my heart to race a thousand times faster and want to go over there and hug and kiss him like he never did a single thing to me. and it was also those words that made my heart shatter as i gnored his plee and walked on to home room.
zayns pov.
there at first i thought it coulnd't be her. she had red hair. i thought my eyes widening. she msutve caught my glance and urged evrybody on. most people woulve thought wow confident cheekky girl.
but no. i know her like i know the back of my hand. well i idnt excpect her to come running back to me leaping into my arms so i could spin her around. no she was to stuborn. i could tell she was nervous when she tried to change the spotlight off ofer. she was a bit of a rebel. but not on reality. whenever she cursed her eyes would blink on eavh vurse woed. (wow oh my crap. tthat line was jacked up! my computer is going through a tough time. -__- <) when she told a lie her eyes would blink more rapidly andshe'd gulp instead of quietly swallowing. but even after all she did for me i left like a piece of crap. i ran after her because i had to get her back. HAD to.
flashback:
i was nervous. swithing schools isn't always joyous. nut i'd get to go to emily's school. im only a third grader cut me a bit of slack please. i bit my lip. emily was in the classroom talking to the other kids when she spotted me her whole face lit up. "ZAYNIE! I am so glad your here." she squeezed me into a tight hug then kissed my cheek. everyone laugh and i blushed bright red pushing her away a bit, she frowned ctaching on. "laugh all you want but he's gotten closer to making a move to one girl than any of you have." she sneeered causing everyone to go silent. '"EXACTLY" she smiled and crossed her arms marching away.
2;
It was the second week of 8th grade and i'd contracted the stomach flu. i knew bevause i spewed chunks everywhere. i had gotten medicine and eily xame over evryday and gave me chicken noodle soup, gossiped to me and tutored me in hoemwork and school work. she was the reason i had good grades. i felt embarassed of what i did and i could hear people talking about it let and right. i saw emily was upset. she saw the nearest person making fun of me. she stormed over. "listen, i dont see why its a big deal! he got sick arent there bigger and better things to gosisp about.anyway, if you can come up with these why doncha go say i t to his face. what why was she bringing the hate to me?!?! they were silent. "exactly talk about a dog or something" she spat.
"yeah you the crazy dog girl." laughed telly. weird name!!
"aww thanks i love dogs got two at home infact! and i guess i am a bit crazy dont wanna grow up to soon!' she patted telly's head then walked back over to me. she was blinking faster than usual but the confident smug look was never wiped off her face.
"thanks" i nudged her side smiling.
"I'd do it anyday anythime.... anything." she said the last part barely audible. she was fearless.a nd he stoodp for me when i couldn't find my voice.. she was my voice."
i just don't think she is anymore...
okayy how'd you like the chappy? first real fan fic! eek. well give me your input and some ideas! i'll try and upload soon! i spent two hours on this when i shoulda been doing homework! ahh shame on me! :( bye my lovely nerds<3 I"LL CALL MY FANS THAT!! well if i ever get any :/ xx TinyNerd
