yamatsukki one-shots ☆

"pride"

Yamaguchi's P.O.V
I looked down in shame as the tall blonde looked down at me...
"Yamaguchi.. look at me when I speak to you" Tsukishima said in a demanding tone.
I looked up with tears streaming down my face. Lately I've been feeling insecure and hating myself for the way I am. Tsukki noticed and while we were walking home from the club he slowly brought up the subject.

FLASHBACK
"The practice match was intense eh Tsukki! You were so awesome out there I wish I could be cool too.." I said as Tsukki and I walked home from the club. Suddenly Tsukki stopped in his tracks. I turned around "Eh? Tsukki are you okay?" He looked up at me with an expression I've never seen before. Tears started streaming down his face.
"Yamaguchi why are you like this..."
Tsukki said, voice trembling. I didn't know how to react, I've never seen Tsukki cry.. "You are cool" Tsukki said wiping the tears from his eyes. "God damn it Yamaguchi" He paused and took a long breath. "You told me this before didn't you? What else do you need besides pride?" He laughed. "That's all you need to play volleyball isn't it? Isn't it?" Tsukki grabbed the cuff of my t-shirt. "Where has your pride gone Yamaguchi? God damn it.. you're awesome..." he sighed. "Why can't you see that?"

Tsukishima's P.O.V
I held the cuff of Yamaguchi's shirt in my hands. "Yamaguchi.. look at me when I speak to you" I said. He looked up at me and I could see tears streaming down his face.
"G-Gomen Tsukki" Yamaguchi cried out, he started desperately wiping the tears off his face. I could tell he didn't really mean it.. he just wanted me to stop yelling at him.. I let go of him and walked off on my own not wanting to look back.

Yamaguchi's P.O.V
Tsukki let me go and walked off without me. I watched his back as he walked away. At that moment I felt the color draining from my face. He didn't even look back at me. I don't know how to feel... Tsukki was really mad at me.

Tsukishima's P.O.V
I had gotten home and was greeted by my older brother. "Tsukishima! How was the practice match?" Akiteru said as I saw him getting ready to leave.
"It was okay" I said as I untied my shoes.
"Ah good good, I'm about to go to a friends house so watch the house would you?" Akiteru asked.
"Sure" I said as I walked off to my room.

Yamaguchi's P.O.V
I knocked on the door of Tsukki's house. Shit. I was about to back out but Tsukki would think I'm totally lame.. "Hello?"
Someone had opened the door. I looked up and it was Tsukki's brother, Akiteru.
"Uhuuh h-hello is Tsukki here?" I asked.
"Aahh Tsukishima, yes he is here, I'm about to leave tho so i'll just let you in and go" Akiteru said.
"Arigatō gozai mashita!" I said quickly rushing into Tsukki's house. Akiteru locked then door and then I quickly realized.. I'VE NEVER BEEN IN TSUKKI'S HOUSE WHERE DO I GO. I started to panic. Then I heard a door open, I turned around and Tsukki had come out of his room, he was wearing his pajamas, red flannel pajama pants and a plain white tee. I began to blush. Ahh Tsukki must be mad at me I just barged into his house. his privacy.
"Yamaguchi." He said in a questioning tone.
"Gomen Tsukki! I know you're really mad and I just came barging in- Gomen'nasai!" I said bowing down.
"Yamaguchi." Tsukki said again.. I looked up at him and he wasn't mad, he just had this expression of confusion in his face. Tsukki started to walk towards me, he put his hand only face and bent down. Tsukki kissed me.

Hello it is I the writer of this fanfic and this is a cliffhanger haha you will never get to see what happens next until I stop being lazy and finish this.