Sanders Sides One-shots

Muffled Cries (Anxceit)

Ngl this is kinda based off of Jinxx's 'Don't Let Me Be Gone' book in the early chapter where Virgil gets taken to the pit where Ignorance and Remus torture him and.. Stuff. Then Deceit comes to save him. I'm pretty sure most Sanders Sides fans that come on Wattpad have at least seen DLMBG around but if you haven't read it wtf are you doing with your life? Oh.. Reading this.. WELL STOP READING MY GARBAGE AND GO READ A MASTERPIECE! IF YOU WANT I CAN SEND IT TO YOU JUST FUCKING READ IT. THE ANGST QUEEN DESERVES BETTER THAN YOU! .... I'm sorry. That book just makes me super emotional especially with chapter 162... Anyway, I'm gonna try to make this more original so that I'm not completely stealing her idea.

Warning: Torture, DLMBG Spoilers, Blood, Fighting, Swearing, Bad!Remus, Sympathetic!Deceit, Anger (grr), Mentions of Rape

Virgil's POV

I've been trapped down here for.. I don't know.. A week now? Maybe two? The sun does not shine here, the water is untouchable and undrinkable and the food they give me is either poisoned or rotten, which could be one in the same.

Darkness crawled from every corner, I never though I'd miss the light, being cooped up in my dark humble room all the time. I found the darkness calming and lonely, the way I liked it. But not here. Here the darkness was like a monster that would tug at you from every corner. On good days it would taunt you. On bad days it would rib you to shreds, limb from limb until you felt like a lifeless corpse on the ground. Cold. Emotionless. Still. Until you fall asleep, find the energy to get up or something interrupts the quiet cold solitude of what seems to feel like or be death inches away. In my case, it was always the last.

My throat was dry from dehydration and sore from screaming for help and crying, mostly crying as I soon give up on pleading and yelling, knowing full well that no one will hear.
My stomach growled every so often and twisted with pain from not eating in so long. Even if they gave me food, I would never eat it for the life of me. I knew I would feel ten times worse if I did.
My eyes were puffy and heavy from crying so much and lack of sleep. It may be dark here and silent and nothing to do, but its worse to sleep. When I get the little sleep I do, they're filled with nightmares. Vivid, gruesome and horrid.

I feel like I'm going insane.. Is this how they feel? Being trapped down here for so long? But they can leave at any moment. Remus proved that when he lead me down here. I guess all of us are somewhat good actors like the Creativitwins.. Just like Deceit.

Oh.. Deceit.. I can't believe I'm saying this (somewhat), but I really fucking miss Deceit. And not just since I've been down here. I miss Deceit in general, ever since I stopped hanging out with him. Ever since I left him for the light sides. I mean, he hung out with the light sides as well, but I ignored him. I acted like I hated him out of nowhere when he did nothing wrong.. I just realised my messed up feelings for him. I didn't want him to know or to ruin anything so I left. He came after me and I pretended like I hated him.

Looking back on it now, it seemed so stupid. At the time, I thought I was doing us both a favor. But I ended up doing the very thing I didn't want to happen which was destroy our years worth of friendship. Now he thinks that I hate him and that's what he'll always think, even after I'm gone, which won't be long now. Eventually I'll starve out or die in my sleep or maybe Anger will just finish me off quickly if I'm lucky.

My body ached and pain shot through me with every slight movement I made. Bruises, of all colours, black, purple, brown, blue, and cuts, some still actively bleeding and some not, some already scarred over, all littered my body, mostly from Anger. He would use me as his ragdoll. Something to play with all his toys, aka weapons, so that he could get his anger out.