The Other Side Of My Heart

Chapter 8

Samantha’s PVO

That darn cats!!!! I said out load, Michelle was really upset I wonder what happened and what it was she can’t keep inside anymore. I don’t like the fact that she’s crying all I want to do is hold her tight, inhale her intoxicating scent I want to kiss her soft lips so badly it’s aching inside me. Chelly why don’t you tell me what’s wrong darling? What happened with Megan what happened that upset you so much? Oh Sam, I wish I can tell you, It’s just too complicated you won’t understand, let’s just watch the movie Ok. Babe you know you can tell me anything right? Yes I know but not this. Ok well let’s just watch the movie then, you want to cuddle like we did in high school? Yes Please. I pressed the play button on the DVD player and the movie started… “ Imagen Me and You” was the title, I’ve never hear of the movie before but Michelle said that I would like it.. She snuggled up to me as I got comfortable on the couch. Oh shit she is so close how will I be able to last the entire movie. I rested my head on hers as we watched the movie. It’s about this young girl getting married. And her florist is this beautiful young lesbian hotty. It’s the perfect story about love at first sight. We watched the entire movie my heart clenched each time something intense happened and I realised that this whole movie was based on how I’m feeling at this moment.  I’m married and IM in love with my lesbian best friend which is also married. How on earth is this even possible??? The movie finished and the credits start rolling over the screen. Michelle was quiet and I thought to myself what she was thinking. I looked at her and she was fast asleep on my shoulder. Oh god but she’s a beautiful woman, I sat there just staring at her, wanting her, wanting to kiss her, wanting to feel her warm body against mine, wanting to taste her, all of her. She looked so peaceful and content, I lowered my head and smelled her hair, cherry’s I smiled to myself. I bent down a bit lower and brushed my lips soft against her forehead, she moved slightly releasing soft moans as she slid down with her head on my lap now, still sleeping soundly… I brushed my fingertips across her cheeks touching ever so softly, looking at her intensely. She is the most beautiful creatures God had ever made. And then I bent down and kissed her on the lips, they felt so soft and warm, it lasted for about 3 seconds, and then she moved again. SHIT!!! I thought to myself please don’t wake up, Fuck Samantha Jones you are a freak, kissing her while she’s sleeping, cause you don’t have the bluddy guts to do it while she’s awake, But I can’t that’s the hole bluddy problem. She’s my best friend what will she think of me, and then there is Andrew and the Boys, and Megan oh for god’s sake Sam pull yourself together. All these emotions is running through my head, through my heart, through my entire body. What am I supposed to do? I sat there just stroking her hair. Looking at her, and then I kissed her again just a bit longer, she moved again and my heart almost stopped, she settled down again, but there was the most beautiful smile on her lips and she was still moaning softly, and I wonder whether she was dreaming, she must be, making more soft moaning sounds, a smile crept onto my lips, and then the unthinkable happened. She moaned again but she moaned my name… “Oh Sam I want you so much” My world has just stopped, my heart is not beating, I’m not breathing. I kept as still as possible. I sat there for 10 min she didn’t wake up. I sat there thinking Holy bluddy shit!!!!! She said my name in her dreams in a moan… what was she dreaming I felt my cheeks heat up at the thought of that. I must have had falling asleep right there on the couch, with my Chelly on my lap, and the thought of her having dreams about me.

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The nest morning I woke up lying down on the big couch Michelle still snuggled in my arms, Oh what a wonderful feeling, her back was turned to me and I thought we must have settled lying down… and now she’s in my arms still sleeping and I’m holding her tightly… I snuggled my face into her hair and inhaled the cherry smell. My stomach turned upside down and I felt all tingly, and super Horney… I just pressed my hips slightly against her and though Oh NO! I should get up, I can’t handle this. With that I softly got up from the couch going through to the kitchen putting on the coffee machine.  I sat at the counter staring into space thinking about last night and the movie and the moaning… The coffee machine was done and I got up getting cups from the top cabaret.  Reaching up high my top pulled out of my trousers. “Hey there you sexy Lady!!!” Holy Fuck!! I shouted and almost let the cups fall. Oh I’m sorry Sam, didn’t mean to frighten you, I smelled the coffee and came into the kitchen and here you are… I turned around with the cups still in my hands and she was right there in front of me, 5 inches away, she leaned forward and brushed her lips against my cheek, I blushed deeply feeling if I’m on fire. She looked at me strangely and said it smells lovely thank you, I poured the coffee and set it in front of her where she sat at the counter now, leaning on her elbows staring into space like I did earlier. “I had the strangest dream last night” she said and I said OH? Care to share? Well I don’t know if I can thou, Oh come on please? I wined, thinking I hope it’s not the dream I witnessed… Well you won’t believe it if I tell you. Try me I replied. Well I had a dream of you kissing my ever so softly, and me moaning your name…. and there, right there my world stopped again….