When life was getting truly ruthless,
I did my best to distract myself
Even though, I usually am selfless
During those times, it can't be helped.
In the dark, when the times are stopped,
Only love or affection can heal your broken heart.
It was not me, so not me, but I also played
Fixing yourself in expense of others, was in itself, a tragic art.
I stepped in what looked like a playground
The first day I sent a message to you
I even prepared myself for another round
Wherein the game would have a player two
A game, yes, before, that was how i saw it
Nobody can deny that you play too anyway
But my initial plan backfired when I too got hit
Somehow, honestly, you slowly kept me at bay
Courting was something that you have said
I really was so clueless on how that would end
A question was my response, "How would you do it?"
But you just assured me with a simple "I'll handle it"
My fears kept me doubting, telling me to back away
Although my heart was fighting, asking for you to stay
"Nothing would happen if you are filled with fears"
That's what you told me, and I promise to remember that for years
So then, my demons were silenced and again, I tried
Keeping my anxieties locked up, hoping you hadn't lied
A month or 2 has passed and you proved to be okay
Through the cold month of December, you were my only sunray
Everything with you was definitely rough
But not having you by my side would be more than tough
I feel lucky to have met you even through a screen
Cuz now I can't imagine what life without you could have been
As a little girl, having a fairytale was what I have dreamed
Romance was my only goal, it might even have seemed
I spent my whole life secretly hoping for my prince charming
Then I met you, my knight in casual clothing.
You brought me warmth in gloomy chills of winter,
In the moments when darkness came back, I saw something flicker
It was you, standing there, holding a lighter.
I just knew at that second, my life would get even brighter.
