so!
i WILL update this book soon i swear. ive kinda been writing a bit of my new story, like just a lil bit in first chapter, and i probably wont actually post it on wattpad because yknow its kinda embarrassing BUT i kinda like the idea of this one (i might have like 6 drafts of stories i started but never bothered to finish).
like i've never actually written a real fanfic EVER. when i first started on wattpad i made a twice groupchat fic that i deleted, then i made another twice groupchat fic that i also deleted, and then i made an incorrect gfriend story that i deleted in favour of making this book.
the only stories i have uploaded are this and that twice highschool au crackfic (i actually really like that one and i wanna update it).
the reason im so scared of posting a real fic is because im worried that it'll suck ass and i dont want that. im not lying when i say im only capable of writing crack, my brain is literally a goldmine of bullshit. whenever i have to do creative writing in school, or when i make a story for english class, its always sarcastic as fuck and the characters are stupid af. i literally write crack for my SCHOOLWORK, and my teachers have never gotten mad, and i always get good marks, so like im literally a crack god.
but anyway i promise i will update this story as soon as possible and MAYBE ill upload the new book on my ao3 that i wont give u the name of. u gotta look for it bitch.
and thats my essay on why im scared of what internet people who i dont know think about my writing
