Maybe There is Happily Ever After

If love ever found me

If love ever found me, I would be totally shocked. I have a tendency to push the good ones away. I have found myself hard to love. So I wouldn't let anyone close to me. I always have my guard up. For years I would date hoping I would find someone that wouldn't run as soon as I let my guard down. Well last night I think I found him. A man in uniform. Mmm Mmm Mmmm. We spent all last night around each other. Who knew that a night at a race track could bring me the man of my dreams. As we talked he told me is going military and that he has plans and dreams. And little did he know that they matched what I wanted in my life. As the night went on we did what was normal for people who just met. I felt like I was in heaven I had met someone that I could actually open up too. Lets just hope he didn't run when I did. As I was daydreaming I heard the sounds of the cars around me. He was sitting in front of me just staring at me. I started thinking oh god he is going to run. As a 16 year old I had the lowest self esteem you could ever imagine. But being bullied most of my life kinda had that effect. But to my surprise he kissed me. He fucking kissed me what? As we pulled apart I was shocked to the core. It was the most amazing kiss I had ever had. As the night came to a close we exchanged numbers. Then I was on my home my dad asking me who that was and where was I most the night. And I was spaced just amazed at the night that I just had. Telling his name and that he has a future in the military had won my dad over the instant that sentence left my mouth. Well because my dad is ex military himself to him I needed a military man. Well know that we are caught up I guess I need to introduce myself. Hi I am Quinn. Quinn Delmarr and I am a 16 year old shy girl in a small town of Awens. And I just fell in love with Zack Brannson

As I sit in my bed struck on the happenings of last night well I should say tonight its 3 in the morning and we had been texting all night. To my amazement we still have not ran out of things to talk about.

Z- Well beautiful u need your sleep I will talk to you in the morning

M- but I don't wanna go to bed im not tired

I replied as I yawned and was fighting to stay awake. I didn't want to go to bed though for all I knew when I woke up in the morning this was all going to be a dream. A dream a didn't want to end. I was terrified that I would wake up to this being a dream or a story I fell asleep reading. Not my reality and that would have me heart broken. And yes I have been heart broken over story characters before yes I am that kind of nerd.

I had fell asleep waiting on a response from my hero. I had dreams of so many amazing adventures with this amazing guy that I had met last night. When I woke up I was so surprised to see not just one message but 5 from Zack.

Z- Good morning Beautiful

Z- Hope you are sleeping well

Z- I cant wait to talk to u

Z- I have a question when you wake up beautiful

Z- I miss you face

Oh lord this really wasn't a dream. I met someone amazing last night. I squealed with excitement. Next thing I hear my mom banging on the door down stairs. "Quinn is everything alright up there?"

" Ya mom more than you understand." I came running down the stairs telling her about Zack. As I realized I hadn't texted him back since I had been up and he is probably losing interest in me as we speak.

M- Good morning to you handsome and I did sleep well whats your question I miss your face as well.

Z- umm well I was wondering if you wanted to hang out today

I was having my all time freak out moment. I was jumping up and down in front of my mom who happened to be looking at me like I was stupid. I was at the point where I couldn't breath I was hyperventilating face turning red, next thing I know smack my mom had smacked me. " Quinn what is up with you?" then she made the connection. " Yes you can go hang out with him today just don't be out to late I have to leave tomorrow for work."