Dear E,
What happened? I thought we were at least friends. Now we don't even talk... Why do I always try to text you first? Can't anyone try and text me? Or try and talk to me instead of needing me for something else then leaving me all alone? I feel foolish for feeling this way but I can't help it. You are so smart and amazing. We had so much fun together in high school but now we are strangers. I even named a stuffed dog after you. Especially since you both have beautiful blue eyes that I love to looked at and adore. No one really knows that I like you... It would be bad if one put my breast friends knew I liked her ex. Damn do you even consider me a friend or did you just let me think that? I wish I was brave enough to even ask you and tell you all these things but I am not. Honestly what's the point in trying to like someone you know won't even like you back?
Sincerely,
L
