The gang leader I fell in love with 😍 {Alex Guzman}

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(This is so fucked up I wish I could have met him like I really wanted to and whts even more fucked up is that he just turned 21 his birthday is literally the day before mine😭 I just hope for the best for his family R.I.P)
Alex is outta surgery he got shot in the stomach everyone came to the hospital Diego took me and Aurora home to change and stuff like that because I was covered in blood now we are all just sitting in Alex room waiting for him to wake up my mom took Aurora to the mall because i didn't want her to see Alex like this and plus I was shaking so much I couldn't even hold her I was to afraid of losing my husband that I couldn't hold my daughter so now me and Alex mom are cuddled up hugged crying because it's a chance of Alex dying
Am-shh mija it's ok*her voice cracks*
N-nooo no it not y not me outta all people the person I love the most is about to die*crying*
At this point my face was red my eyes were puffy Carlos and Gio had to kept stopping me from biting my nails off because when I get scared or upset I tend to bit my nails off even if I just got them done

*2 hours later*
It's been to hours and he's still not awake but I am clam now but I decided to sat away from everyone because I needed time to myself so I just sat in the corner of the room on my phone when I felt someone sit next to me
N-Wht Diego
D-I'm just coming to check on u
N-well if ur coming to ask me if I feel better then the answer is no my husband was about to die in my arms and I still don't know if he could die at any moment
He pulled me into a hug has I wiped the little tears I had
D-let it out its ok to cry
After a few minutes I stop crying everyone was silent I had my head on Diego shoulder while I was on my phone when we all heard a groan so I looked up and it was Alex holding his stomach so I quickly got up and went over to him
N-Alex stay still it's gonna hurt worst
A-shit I can't it hurts to breath and talk
N-then stop talking but ofc it's gonna hurt u got shot
A-wait where's Aurora*he starts to panic*
N-babe clam down she's with my mom because I didn't want her to see u like this ur were covered in blood and so was I but I didn't want her to see u like that
A-oh
Am-Alexander we was so worried about u*hugs alex*
He hugged her back then they let go I give him a slight smile
A-um can I talk to nova...alone plz
Everyone-oh
They left and I looked at him
N-U ok
A-yea
N-do u know who shot u
A-no*lies*all Ik is that they where in all black and it looked like a girl
N-oh
A-baby!!
N-yea u ok
A-no give me ur hand like right now!!!
I gave him my hand and he immediately put it under his cover and on his 🍆 I looked at him and it looked like he was in pain
N-babe whts happening
A-there pain literally shooting through the lower half of my body*gripped her arm*
N-Alex u can't grip me that hard ur stronger than me
A-I'm trying not to
N-call the nurses
He stayed still so u pressed the button less then a minute 3 nurses came in
N-should I move
A-plz don't move ur hand ur kinda helping it's just-FUCK BABE
I hate seeing him in pain so I took it upon myself and started stroking him slowly under the covers he looked up at me with a surprise face then he mouth to me to go faster so I did and he threw his head back as he bit his lip
Nu-sir are u ok
A-y-yea
Nu-ok well take this medication
A-o-ok*takes the medicine*
Nu-do u want everyone to come back in
A-uhh n-no can u tell them to g-give is like 5-10 minutes
Nu-yea np
She smiled at us and we smiled back then they left he looked at me and he was holding his breath
N-breath
He looked at the ceiling and took a deep breath
N-U feel a little better
A-yep the pleasure is over riding the pain
I continued he grabbed my chin and kissed me while he was still moan eventually he pulled away but are faces were inch apart
A-ur deadass about to make me nut in these covers
He came and I cleaned up his mess I washed my hands then I give him new cover then everybody came back in the doctors said he has to stay in the hospital for at least a month so I stayed with him