I don't know why, but recently I've been struggling in school more than usual. I mean I'm on STEM but the question is....how?
But seriously, how did I get into a program for smart, hardworking people when I'm barely hanging onto to a B in math. I just got my grade up from a C, and now I'm scared because finals are coming up AND I DON'T WANT TO FAILLLLL😭😭
Because if my grade is lower than a B in any class by the end of the semester, I'm going to be going to every 'help day' (if you don't have that, it's pretty much coming in early on Wednesday mornings to work on stuff with you teacher) for the rest of my life.
I swear, my parents and teachers don't get it. They say "get your homework done." They say "do afterschool activities." And they say "get good sleep every night," but it's been proven that you CAN'T have all 3. I wake up at 7 am every morning, go to school until 4 pm, get home at around 5, go to dance until 9, get home at around 9:30, eat and do chores/extra stuff, and then it's already like 11 pm. How do you expect me to get all of my homework done and still get sleep?! By the time I finish it it's like 2 in the morning. That gives me a solid 5 HOURS. And then I'm tired the next day and the cycle starts all over again until it's the end of the week and I have no energy left for all of the fun things I want to do. And then on top of that, they complain when you want to get on your device and just chill because apparently doing stuff with little sleep each week and then wanting a break is "lazy." Like bruh- I shouldn't have to have a bunch of caffeine to be able to get everything done at the age of 14.
And I know a lot of people might say that I should quit dance, but that's (for the most part) my happy place where I hang out with people I actually like and do things I actually want to do. Yeah, it's exhausting and people can be rude sometimes (rant coming later lol), but it's still the best part of my week. And I'm not giving up my happiness just so I can sleep more because of the piles of homework and projects I have.
Anway...
In conclusion, school sucks more than it should.
[Btw, not like anyone cares but, I don't know when I'll post again, but it'll probably be me talking about stuff at dance or ranting about how I want to punch a wall sometimes (which are sometimes correlated)😳]
- bye bye
