Fifth Harmony/You Texts

Part 15

There is a trigger warning in this chapter so please make sure you don't miss it if you get triggered easily
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"Psst... psst... hey Y/N wake up we have a slight problem" I woke up to ally

"What is it" I sad very annoyed don't blame me I need my sleep

"Listen" I did what she said to do and I heard screaming it was Lauren and I can't put the voice to a face but then realised there was another voice Camila

"Shit" I jumped out of bed and raced down to the kitchen and noticed the whole crew was here (Lauren, Normani, Ally and Camila) but someone else was there

Dinah-Jane

Lauren looks as if she was about to kill them both Normani was in the corner looking so lost before Lauren did anything she regretted I stood in front of her and her screaming stopped straight away.

"Hey" I said to try and calm her down which looked like it worked because she looked in my eyes and smiled

"What the fuck is going on there?" I heard Dinah ask then all of a sudden I was pulled out of the stare off with Lauren to Dinah pulling me to look at her

"Are you gonna answer me or just Stand and stare at her all day" her eyes are filled with rage and jealously.

"I'd like to know to" Camila butted in.

I started to get a little angry with them they don't get to know they both hurt us in different ways

"You can't do that. Not after what you two did. You hurt us so we helped each other and now you guys care about us. Huh? No you don't do that I came down here for you and here you were with your boyfriend that I didn't know about. So no I'm not going to tell you what's going on because you don't deserve to know." Wow that was nice to get off my chest I looked at lauren and saw that Camila was trying to apologise to her and Lauren was looking really hurt.

"But Y/N yo..." I interrupted her.

"I think you should leave" I said this without even looking at her I kept looking down until I heard the door shut.

I looked up to see Camila going to kiss Lauren and Lauren looked like she was going to kiss her to I just stood there as their lips connected Lauren eyes were closed so she couldn't see me watching but she opened them just in time to see me run off up to my room.

"Y/N!" I didn't stop just slammed the door and locked it I was in my room for only two minutes until I got the urge to throw something. I saw a glass next to my phone on the bedside table and threw it as hard as I could against the wall. It hit it with a loud smash.

"Y/N/N are you okay?" Ally was asking me through the door but I just ignored it and went into the bathroom.

Trigger warning

I took off the jumper I was wearing to see all of the scars on my arms it's been a long time I saw the mirror and saw my reflection I didn't know until now that I was crying until then. I hated feeling weak I hated being weak, without thinking I punched the mirror right in the middle.

Shards of glass fall all round the sink and floor I picked one up I really don't want to but it's the only way to distract me from the pain inside I sobbed and put the glass to my arm I heard a door being knocked down and I got a shock and accidentally cut in my arm I miss that feeling more than I like to admit I did it again but a little deeper I watched the blood go down my arm I heard faint banging but I keeps going one after another.

Trigger over

I started to feel faint so I slid down against the wall facing the door last thing I saw was Lauren her face the look of horror and sadness on her face behind her was Ally sobbing and Normani looking in shock and Camila has a look of regret on her face that's the last thing I saw before I let blackness take over my vision

"NOOO Y/N DONT LEAVE ME PLEASE"

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Hey I'm so sorry for taking so long to upload the last year has been the worst of my life but I hope you guys enjoyed it.

- Bobbi <3