Don't forget yourself- Hetalia fanfic

Prologue

An: again this is my first story so please don't judge, help with my spelling would be appreciated and enjoy :) now on to the story!
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Insane that's what you thought to yourself. You've always been struggling with some bad split personality problems for a good portion of your life. The nice and friendly you that everyone knows and grew to love and the darker you. An evil personality of yours that you locked away in the darkest depths of your mind, with the slight help of medications, though the voice would still talk to you trying to convince you to let it take over.

This darker version of yourself, though happy being known as your darker self rather be called havoc. The name you now refer it as.

You told this to Matthew Williams, your current fiancé when you went on your second date with him. You expected him to leave you right after that. Just like a lot of other people who have came into your life..but.....he didn't...He even told you one of his deepest secrets, saying that he was in a bigger position then the prime minister. You only realized what he meant a month before he proposed to you, he is the personification of freakin Canada. He told you this right in front of the world meeting doors, then gently pulled you inside with every nation in there. Turns out they already knew almost everything about you from Matthew's 'bragging'. You warmed up to them pretty quickly since Mattie got your split personality conversation out of the way. A month later and he proposed to you.

Now two and a half months later you are peaceful sleeping next to the one you love so deeply, rapped in his arms. That is in till you wake up with a startle, the memory's of your horrible nightmare flooding right back onto you. As quickly as you could you got out of bed,making sure your sleeping fiancé wasn't waking up and headed to the connected bathroom. Looking up into mirror you saw a horrifying site staring back at you.

Your eyes were slightly although slowly flickering from you beautiful brown coloured eyes to a dark red colour almost bloody like. Quickly shaking the shock from your body you opened the med cambnet, almost slamming it in the process and started searching for the missing meds. Right when you found them and were about to reach out for them you felt your hand start to shake followed by it going limp by your side.

All your limbs suddenly felt to heavy to carry your weight. You made your way to the toilet- your limbs hitting things here and there -and was able to get yourself to sit. You know your gonna lose right? Why are you still trying to fight back, just let yourself fall into the darkness I promis to take care of you and your body hehehehe~. 'NO!' You yelled out in your mind, silently cursing yourself out for forgetting the pills when you sat down. 'I know you and your lies havoc that's a whole lot of bullshit and we both know it'.

"Honey?" You look up to see Matthew is now in front of the doorframe, obvious concern all over his face. The second you looked up to meet Mathews eyes the concern quickly turned into fear. You realize your eyes were probably almost all red, as well as the fact that you were getting quite pale. "Havoc" you simply said, Matthew almost paled as much as you if not the problem being that you were close to ghostly white. "Quickly get the meds!", that quickly got Matthew into motion, rushing to the still open medication cambnet.

You watched as he pulled the meds out getting the right amount of pills along with a glass of water. As you watched him do this your vision quickly faded to black dots here and there. A few seconds later and all you could see in black, it was like a void but you could still hear, feel and smell just couldn't see nor talk. Goodnight dear old friend it's been a good run but it's my turn to lead. instant panic filled you once you felt you body get abnormally light, almost as if you were floating. Shhhh shh sh... don't worry i'll take good care of the body just rest that troubled brain of yours...trust me you need this. And with that you were gone, all your remaining senses lost. It was just quite....it was actually quite pleasant..no noise, no annoying lights, no anything......It was just peaceful...it was almost perfect. Were was Matthew?

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So that's the first chapter. Honestly I tried to do my best and go my all out writing with this but I'm not to sure how it turned out. hope you enjoyed anyways :)
Bye!

~Willow