The Kpop Gamer

Prologue

Ring! Ring! Ring!

'(Sigh). Here we go again, another day to start. Can't I just sleep without waking up at all? It's just a pain waking up everyday just to listen to your parents nagging at you about dropping out from college and wasting their money. Why can't I just die? Is it too much to ask?'

I just woke up from that damn alarm. Hell, I don't even know why I set an alarm. I don't even have a class nor a job to attend to. Maybe because my parents always scold me for waking up late, saying that it wastes precious time which I could use for something meaningful. Well, for me it is just troublesome because I don't bother myself talking to anyone or doing anything.

And no, I am not lazy. I just don't want to do anything when it comes to people. I've had enough of them since I was a student.

I dropped from college without telling my parents. I didn't tell them because it would just complicate things. Dropping out just because I won't talk to people? Yeah, anyone would find it ridiculous.

Well, moving on. I fixed my bed, trying to make the bed sheets even on the edges.  Even I know how to clean, you know. After fixing my bed, I went to the bathroom and took a shower. I like taking a shower in mornings since it refreshes my body together with the cold breeze that blows inside my room.

I stood in front of the mirror and stared at myself. My eyes are swelling because of me crying every night. My cheeks are fat since I did nothing inside my house except eating and sleeping. I have these black eyes which I got from my father and a pointy nose which I got from my mother. My height is average, about 168 cm. I took a look on my body and chuckled. My stomach is bloated from living a sedentary life while my arms and legs are full of fat too. I decided to stop looking at myself, particularly the cuts since I'll just be depressed and continued on taking a shower.

After taking a shower, I went down to cook breakfast. I am the one who cooks breakfast since my parents are always so busy they barely have time to eat breakfast. I decided to cook pancakes since it's easy to make. I took the pancake mix from the cupboard and some eggs and oil from the refrigerator. I poured the pancake mix inside the bowl, added sone eggs to the mix, and stirred eat using the egg beater. After that, I heated the pan in moderate heat and poured some oil inside. After heating the pan, I poured the prepared mix and started making panakes. It just took about 5 minutes to cook our breakfast.

I decided to wait for my parents when I found a note on the refrigerator.

'Just eat breakfast. We already left so don't wait for us.'

So they already left huh? Well I'm alone. Again.

I noticed that the note felt empty. Back then, they used to put heart shapes at the end of the letter when they leave. They even write in the paper who wrote the letter. I guess it all changed when I dropped out of school. They became cold towards me I almost don't know them.

'What did I do to deserve this?'

My mood worsened so I just ate breakfast and decided to laze all day.

(Timeskip)

Night came and my parents went home late. I'm used to it since I know that their job requires their full attention. I am old enough to take care of myself.

"Y/N. We need to talk. You're old enough to be independent, but here you are lazing around and living off with our money. Dont you feel ashame of yourself?"

I remained silent. There is no point talking back, they'll just scold me more. They won't understand even if I tell them.

"You're an adult now. You have responsibilities to take care of. Look at your classmates, they're almost finished with their college courses and while you dropped out of school. Why? You can't depend on us forever and you need to stand on your own feet."

I just listened to them nagging until I brcame shocked from their next words.

"So we have come to a decision to kick you out of the house and live by yourself. You can't come back to this house until you proved yourself to us  that you are already a responsible adult. You need to find a job, cook your own food, wash your own clothes and pay your own bills."

I was too shocked that I didn't notice that my father already packed my clothes inside a big bag.

"We'll give you a pocket money that you can use until you find a job. But don't waste too much money because we won't give you more."

I went silent for a long time. Then, I just ran outside the house which didn't take too long because of my massive weight. I didn't even take my things and just ran away because of shock and sadness.

I just walked without giving a damn about directions. I don't even know where I am now. I ran without knowing that I am crying the whole  time. I thought that the last people which I trusted and loved gave up on me. My mind is a mess.

I walked until I found a bridge. I decided to go there. There I saw the city lights which I noticed were beautiful and I cried again.

After crying for the last time, I came to a decision. I don't need to explain myself. I'll just do whatever I think I want. I stood on the edge of the bridge and took a one last look at the city.

'It's Beautiful'

Then I jumped.

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