In Love with my Best Friend (Cameron Dallas Fanfiction)

Cameron

*Cam's Pov*

It's hard thinking that your in love with a girl. And she doesn't even know it.

You know your feelings. You have to know. And finding out that my feelings are for my best friend I have known since she was 4 and I was 5 but age doesn't matter right know.

She's beautiful gorgeous and all with it perfect. The way her eyes glisten when she looks at me. Her beautiful Hazel eyes. With a slight touch off a bright blue.

I look at her and I'm in love....

But for real this can't be a lie or a mistake.

I feel this sting in my heart when I see her with other guys. Especially Marco.

Something about him makes me worry about her. Knowing that one day he is going to break her heart.

Seeing her in pain always hurts me.

I have seen in her pain. It hurts knowing what she goes through.

She use to cut. I made her stop. It worries me that she is going to cut again..

~Flashback~

I walked in to her house being greeted by her mother.

"She's upstairs honey" she smiled

"Ok Thank You" I said walking upstairs.

I get upstairs and stop at the bathroom. Hearing sobs and knowing who it is.

"Cameron honey I'm going to the store see you soon" her mother said

"Ok I'll see you soon" I said

"Please open the door!" I said over and over again.

Until she opened the door.

She jumped into my arms and started crying and sobbing.

I carried her to her bedroom and placed her gently on her bed.

"Hey stop crying it's ok it's ok" I told her "What happened" I asked

"The girls called me "Whore" and "Slut" and saying that I should've never been here because I ruin everything and that I should go kill myself..." She tried to keep going but it all got cut off by her sobbing and me cradling her into my arms.

Right there I realized what she was doing.

"Show me your arm" I asked

"No! Why?" She asked

"Please just let me see"

She pulled her sleeve up and I gasped.

All of the sudden I cried

"Why would you do this to yourself Why tell me why!?" I told her

"You don't get it Cameron you don't know what I go through everyday. Your over there having fun while I'm here getting scared to go outside. To try something knew. To get to know people because I'm scared they will judge me for who I am, how I look, my personality, my outfit, my hair, anything. Everything about me is horrible it is all wrong. My whole life is horrible. You just don't get it. It sucks having to deal wi-

~Flashback over~

I got off my daydream/flashback. Telling your closest friend that you love them is hard..

Not knowing if they love you back.

I know that love is a strong word but I feel it when I'm with her.

My heart beats faster and faster every time I see her. Her beautiful smile.

She makes me happy. She makes me feel like me. Not some other person. I can tell her anything. And everything.

I'm lucky to have her as my best friend but wanting to have her to be more than a friend.

I love her and always will.

Just don't know how to tell her.

Scared that she will reject me.

Maybe she will.

But I got to keep her as my best friend for now on and tell her when I can.

When I feel that she loves me back. The time would be right or at least of she likes me.

I think I'm in love with my best friend.

And that best friend is and always will be...

Andrea