Expecting🤰🏼

Expecting 59

59~ expecting

~12pm, LA~

Hayley POV
Renee and I got an 4 bedroom apartment. Kamryn and Nova sharing a room. and Carter has his own. We've been living in our new place for a week now. and that pass week has been a living hell for me. Not because of the kids or Renee but just because of me and James breakup.. I mean me and him just talking about having another baby soon and we was together for 4+ years.. The only person who knows about our breakup is Renee and Izzy.. Iz told me if I needed her she would leave Leah and Easton with Matt and come to LA till I got over James but I obviously told her not to worry about it.. Since she has her family and is happy. Plus Renee is here, and all my LA friends. It just sucks because the boy I thought was my everything turned out to be my nothing. It started with a simple hello and ended with such a complicated goodbye. I dont know who he cheated on me with but I do know Txunamy has had a crush on him since the beginning so was it her.. I really hope it wasn't because she literally has been my best friend and stuck with me even when the rest of the friends didn't.. I lay in bed, watching netflix, and scrolling through instagram while waiting for everyone or at least Carter to wake up. As I was scrolling through instagram and liking friends and family posts, I came across something James posted, it made me absolutely upset and sick when reading that caption. I was so done at the moment. I didn't want my breakup to be blasted all over the social media especially with 10M fans of Annie on my media. I don't want them calling me a slut and I'm acting like annie at 16-19 or saying it was my fault. All my life I lived in Annies shadow. And once I got pregnant and stop social media for a year I was actually realizing I'm nothing like Annie. and I'm for sure not her shadow. I screen shotted the post and sent it to Izzy.

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