In love with Jewelries

Part25 (Last Part)

Part25:

-Days passed by, we didn’t talk from that day, he sent me many messages but I didn’t answer him because what he did was unforgivable and I still don’t understand why he did such a thing, I never thought that he could do something like that. I really wanted to totally forget him but what I was thinking about all the time is that I’ll see him everyday at school, for a year! That will be really hard to endure, three days left for school to begin, Eddy talked to me on Whatsapp.

Conversation*

Eddy: Hey sweetie!

Me: Eddy

Eddy: How are you?

Me: I’m good enough and you?

Eddy: I’m fine

Me: School is near

Eddy: Haha, I won’t miss you anymore baby

Me: Haha yea honey

Eddy: I wanna hear your voice, can I call you?

Me: Yea, go ahead

My phone rang, Jewelry’s name appeared on the screen, I kept looking at it without thinking about answering him. I wondered why he’s calling me, there’s no reason that he would call me.

Conversation*

Eddy: Why didn’t you answer my call?

Me: You didn’t even call

Eddy: My phone is broken so I used his phone

Me: So it was you?

Eddy: Yea.. I’ll call again, answer

Me: Let’s talk when he’s not around okay?

Eddy! Okay.. as you like!

I was really dump that I thought that he was the one calling, Jewelry wants to talk to me? Please! And this made me wanna forget about him more, I deleted all our conversations but I kept the pictures that he used to send to me, I don’t know why I kept them but I just couldn’t delete the like that. The first day of school finally arrived, I didn’t go at the morning because I slept late so I couldn’t wake up early. I put on my new clothes (you know, first day of school is a fashion show), I met my friends, I was really happy that I hugged everyone, I really missed them, I couldn’t stop screaming when I saw Shym, Ritta, Kate, Lamy (you know girls). I was really happy but Jewelry’s matter bothered me all the time, I was really nervous, I didn’t know how my reaction will be when I’ll see him again. We weren’t at the same class because I chose economy and he chose science, the first class was good, I was always thinking about Jewelry. Finally it’s break time, we went out of the class, Ritta grappled my hand and pulled me to the other hall to go see the others. At that moment I saw Jewelry, he came out of his class, my heart started beating so fast that I couldn’t breathe comfortably, I couldn’t move my eyes off on him, I kept looking at him, waiting that he will turn towards me and look at me, he’s coming closer, he’s so close, my heart was beating faster and faster, he passed beside me, he didn’t talk to me or even look at me, it was like just the two of us there, I totally forgot about everyone, I closed my eyes for a second and breathed deeply and said to my mind; No Kelly, now you are strangers. I didn’t know what happened to me, it was like the first time that I’ll see him, my heart was beating so fast, it was like the first time that I’ll fall in love with him, my feelings became alive one more time and feelings that come back are feelings that never left. I said hey to Anne and the others, I wasn’t in the mood but I pretended being happy so no one will remark that I was bothered, when I arrived home, I didn’t talk to anyone I just went to my room and closed the door, I couldn’t control myself, I had tears in my eyes, I lied down on my bed, I couldn’t take it anymore so I took my phone and texted him.

Conversation*

Me: At least you would have said hey

Jewelries: I was too occupied to say hey

Me: Ah I see

Jewelries: I’m kidding, I’ll say hey next time

Me: Okay

Jewelries: How are you?

Me: I’m fine and you?

Jewelries: I’m good

Me: Great

Jewelries: yea

Me: Jewelry.. I need to tell you something

Jewelries: Go ahead

Me: To be honest, I couldn’t forget you, I don’t know what happened to me when I saw you today, I couldn’t control myself, my heart was beating so fast, it felt like the first time I fell in love with you, Jewelry .. I can’t take it anymore.

Jewelries: You never loved me Kelly!

Me: I did Jewelry and I still love you!

Jewelries: If you really did you wouldn’t have done all of that

Me: What do you mean by all of that?

Jewelries: You had too many boys around you, Cleary, Joseph, Eddy and more, you were playing around with all of them and you say you love me, please Kelly!

Me: Joseph is my best friend, he’s a brother to, me and Cleary, we don’t talk, we lost contact and you know that I will never be with Eddy he’s just a simple friend Jewelry

Jewelries: You know.. I don’t care about all of this, it doesn’t matter to me anymore, I’m talking seriously now Kelly, do whatever you want, I don’t care.

Me: Are you sure?

Jewelries: yes I’m sure!

Me: Can ask you about one more thing? It will be the last thing, I promise

Jewelries: Go ahead

Me: You hate me?

Jewelries: Somehow.. Yes

Me: Okay

Jewelries: .. 

I turned off my phone and kept crying all the night. Now, I need to forget him, no, I have to forget him, he’s not here anymore, he even hates me, why should I continue loving him? I still want to love him but I must not love him, he doesn’t deserve this love, he gave up on me but I still want him, I know he was everything to me but now he’s gone, just like that, I can’t even imagine my life without him but I have to accept this. How he was my everything and how easily and fast I lost him, how much he loved me and how easily he gave up on me. It was really the end, the end of me and Jewelry, the guy with whom I fell in love, with whom I exchanged secrets, laughed the most and was happy with.  

From that day we never talked again, we never looked at each other again, I see him everyday at school and remember every single thing that happened between us and every time I see him I laugh, I laugh so hard because we were more than lovers, we were everything that is related to happiness and love, and now, we are just strangers, and even now while writing this I’m laughing so hard that I want to cry but I don’t regret anything, I don’t regret my joy neither my sadness with him, he was the most beautiful part of my life that I will never forget, maybe he hates me but to me he’s a beautiful memory that will last in my head forever. And every time I’ll remember him I’ll smile and say he was the most precious JEWELRIES I ever had.

MEDIA:

I KNOW IT’S OEVER

AND NEVER REALLY BEGAN,

BUT IN MY HEART
IT WAS REALLY REAL.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        THE END.

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