Warning?: gets edgy/depressing
Previously...
"and I pressed record."
Resuming...
Shuichi's POV
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I woke up in my living room. How did I get here. Wasn't I on the side of a library? Was it a dream? Ugh. I still feel really tired and, sick? We're dead how can we still get sick? I looked over at the clock. It's 12 p.m. I don't hear any noise so, where's everyone? I searched the room for a calendar. Realizing I don't have one. Dang it. I don't wanna get up. Maybe I'll just defy myself for this time and stay in. Ughhhh but I wanna go talk to people and not waste valuable time. I think I do have an eternity though. I buried my head in my arms. I can't think right now.
"Good morning! Or actually, afternoon!" What the heck?
"Sorry I Broke in. But I did. And in my defense, At least I didn't rob you." Aaaand...it was a Ouma. Of course it was. Why wouldn't it be? He was in front of me hunched over with his head tilted. Waiting for an answer.
"Ah, good morning? Afternoon? Ouma-kun, get out of my house please."
"I don't feel like it though. So how are you?" He fixed his posture.
"I'm fine, now leave please."
"But whyyyyy? I wanna hang out with you today! It's been a whole 9 hours without you!"
"Ouma-Kun please. I'm very tired as you can see. I feel and probably look half-dead. Oh wait... shut up. Don't say anything, please." I raised a hand to his face.
"But you-"
"stooooop." I covered my hear and put my head down.
"you're already full dead. Nishishishi!"
"Uggggggghhhhhhhhh...........Fine." I lifted my head up swiftly.
"What do you want to- Ow my neck." I put my hand on the back of my neck.
"Fine. I'll leave you alone. You do look "half dead"." He threw up air quotes with his hands. At least I can sleep more. I do sorta feel bad though.
"Just so you know this totally isn't a sorta apology for leaving you on the side of a building in your home clothes without anything to keep you warm and almost forgetting you there. Ok, ok. Bye byeeeee." He jumped out of my window out to my backyard. Least it was open and he didn't break glass.
"The door was right there." I saw him jump or try jumping the fences as he also tried climbing the trees around the fence to help him get over. He was too short to reach most branches and make it over the fence. Eventually he just left through the gate. That was hilarious. I actually giggled a little. Hold on, Stop having these thoughts Shuichi. We still have work to do. I need to spend more time with everyone, get used to it, and maybe do things for everyone to get along. Although they may or may not have done all those things themselves before I showed up. Also we're not in any life threatening or serious situations anymore so maybe I could let myself loose? Just a little? I don't know. Probably not. I mean I could but still wouldn't. I don't deserve it anyways.Oh and don't I have to watch that video Ouma said he would record for me. If he wasn't lying. Oh and see......who......died. I Should've asked him before he left.
I hope no one can see me. I hope Ouma isn't stalking me and can see me right now. I don't feel very well. I just need a solid day to have a full breakdown and recover. How does Momota, Yonaga and Ouma stay so strong during these moments. I haven't seen them cry or in Ouma case truly cry for real. I'm so pathetic. I fell like the dumbest person in the world. I'm so messed up. I feel like just sleeping my problems away right now. Ugh, I promise myself to get up in a little and face my problems. For the sake of the people that helped me. I'll be confident. It just takes time. Right?
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AfterLife Love
FanfictionA boy named Shuichi Saihara is suffering some trauma due to a killing game he was forced to play. He was living His totally non-despairful life, when he saw a familiar face, which he shouldn't have. At least he shouldn't have for a while. Will he ev...
