I call Damon. I just keep seeing them in my head.That blonde girl reaching over and kissing him. I though he loved me. Is that why he left so early. Did he play me just like that? Never should of trusted a guy I just met. Finally an answer. "Hello." He says.
I feel a tear shred down my face. "Why?" I say softly. "Why what?" He asks a bit confused. "Why her?" The thought of her makes me angry. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. I.. She.. I'm-." I interrupt him. "I should of never kissed you." I say feeling the warm tears touch my lips.
"Liz.." He says. "No." I say. "Shes my ex. She so evil and she heard I was leaving town and she ca-" I gasp. "Leaving?" I ask. "Yeah.. I stopped to see you to say bye... She heard about and she kissed me and I couldn't stop my temptations. I'm so sorry baby." He says softly I can hear him sobbing.
It breaks my heart to hear him crying. "Babe! Come on already! I want to continue are little fun!" I hear a girl in the background. I break down and burst out crying. "Liz? Are you okay?" I can hear him asks. I can't catch my breath. I collapse to my knees and drop my phone.
"Mmm come on sexy. Let's go. Put down the phone. Let me see your phone. Ha got I-." Beep the call ended. The blonde ended the call. I curl up into a ball. I was going to forgive him. I thought he really meant him. But he was still with her. He was sleeping with her.
I run to the kitchen and find a knife and run to the bathroom. I can feel my tears dropping off my face, hitting my arm. I look at my wrist and put the blade to my skin. SLICE! I see blood drip down. All I can do is cry and cut another line. SLICE! SLICE! SLICE! Went the knife. Over and over on my skin.
I hear my phone buzz on the floor. I reach for it and see the name "Damon 😘😍" I answer it. "F*ck you." Is the only words that slip out of mouth before I begin to cry my eyes out again. I'm so hurt. He hurt me. He stabbed me in the back. I loved. No I thought I loved him.
I hear the silence over the phone. "Liz. Please. I lov-." I start laughing and crying at the same time. "You don't love me... Is that a joke?" I ask. "No I really do. "If you loved me you wouldn't be sleeping with another girl. You wouldn't be leaving town." I say holding my breath.
"You don't understand." He says. SLICE! "No I think I do." I say. "Liz." He says. "Ugh baby!" I hear the girl. SLICE! SLICE! I hear the girl scream. Not in pleasure but in pain. "Are you hurting her!?" I scream at him. "No." He says. SLICE! I hear her scream more like pleasure now.
"Liz are you cutting?" He asks. SLICE! "No." I lie. "I'm coming over here." He says. SLICE! "No." I say. Beep. He hung up. One more SLICE. I search around the bathroom and find peroxide. I pour it over my arm where the cuts are. I hear myself scream.
BANG BANG! I hear somebody pound on the door. "Let me in!" I hear Daren scream. I fall to my knees. "No." I scream.
